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I am back. I did something most think mighty stupid. I felt really low Monday evening. I took some pills, and then I called my best friend to make sure she would take care of Queenie. So after the cops, fire dept, and the paramedics were in my living room and I spent the evening at Riverside Comm. Hospital , I was off to the nuthouse with a 5150 and a 72 hour hold. I really felt scared when they put me on the gurney and had to restrain my ankles. They took me to this dirty, nasty place. And put me in the middle of this nastiness. There was no beds only recliner like chairs and blankets. One room for the men, one for the women and one for the really crazy nuts. I didn't sleep, it was awful. A dr came out to talk to me about 5ish. I bullshitted my way thru that and he made me promise never to do it again. I said ookie dokie. And at 8.45 I walked out of that hellhole. tHE HOSPITAL CALLED today. I have a $6,000.00 bill there. Not countin g the ambulance ride or my stay at camp happy.I am so pissed. I know most of those people in there won't pay a dime.
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Wow! Well I'm glad you're OK. Like I said I worry about you when I don't hear from you. Please don't do that again. I would be very upset to lose another person in my life. I know how depressed you are and how rough things are for you right now, but it's got to get better eventually. There are a lot of people who do care about you, even if you don't believe it right now. It's an expensive lesson, but I hope you realize that you don't want to do it again. I certainly don't want you to do it again, and I'm sure Queenie doesn't either. You can always email me if you need to talk about something.
Love Anne
ALC67
I cant believe that you did that suhaila,,i thought you much stronger than this,,pls,,get some help,,you might need to,,think with positivity,,try to write the good things in your life,,and the bad things in a list,,try to focus on the solutions not the issues,,im happy to hear that u feel better now,,and sorry bcos i just read your journal now
Yara
Pls dont do that again. It doesnt solve anything. This too shall pass.
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