mARRIED MOTHER OF 2. i HAVE NO LIFE OF MY OWN. jUST WANT TO BE LOVED.. I MEAN REALLY LOVED....UNCONDITIONALLY LOVED. I AM WORTHY OF IT I THINK. SOME DAYS I BELIEVE I AM SOME DAYS I JUST HATE MYSELF. i WANT TO BE GOOD MOM THATS REALLY THE ONLY THING I REALLY CARE ABT, BECAUSE I DONT WANT MY KIDS TO BE MESSED UP. SO SHOW THEM LOVE ALL THE TIME AND DO ALL THAT I CAN FOR THEM. MY HUSBAND IS A GOOD MAN, VERY HARD WORKER BUT ALSO VERY SELFISH, AND DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL. I FEEL VERY LONELY ALMOST ALL THE TIME. I DONT HAVE TOO MANY FRIENDS, I THINK I COME OFF STUCK UP BUT I AM NOT I JUST DONT MAKING THE FIRST MOVE UNLESS ITS A GUY, THEN I AM VERY GOOD AT MAKING FRIENDS, BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT THAY WANT, EVEN IF I AM NOT GIVING IT TO THEM.
mARRIED MOTHER OF 2. i HAVE NO LIFE OF MY OWN. jUST WANT TO BE LOVED.. I MEAN REALLY LOVED....UNCONDITIONALLY LOVED. I AM WORTHY OF IT I THINK. SOME DAYS I BELIEVE I AM SOME DAYS I JUST HATE MYSELF. i WANT TO BE GOOD MOM THATS REALLY THE ONLY THING I REALLY CARE ABT, BECAUSE I DONT WANT MY KIDS TO BE MESSED UP. SO SHOW THEM LOVE ALL THE TIME AND DO ALL THAT I CAN FOR THEM. MY HUSBAND IS A GOOD MAN, VERY HARD WORKER BUT ALSO VERY SELFISH, AND DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL. I FEEL VERY LONELY ALMOST
I LIKE TALKING ON THE PHONE, LONG WALKS ON THE BEACH, DANCING, LISTENING TO MUSIC, I RECENTLY TRIED ROCK CLIMBING AND LOVED IT SO I AM GOING TO TRY TO DO IT AS MUCH AS I CAN. I LIKE GATHERING INFO ABT JUST ABT ANYTHING AND EVERY THING. I LIKE DOING MAKEUP I ALSO LIKE PRETTY CLOTHES ALTHOUGH I DONT REALLY HAVE ANY. MOST OF ALL I LOVE BEING IN LOVE........REAL OR IMAGINED....I LOVE LOVE.
I LIKE TALKING ON THE PHONE, LONG WALKS ON THE BEACH, DANCING, LISTENING TO MUSIC, I RECENTLY TRIED ROCK
November 14, 2008 7:02pm
I didnt do any of things i wanted to do yesterday. I slept all day, i dont think even dead ppl sleep so much.
well actually i did just take a bath and …
November 14, 2008 12:57am
I was feeling really awfull today, but i had my session with my councilor this evening and now i am feeling much better.
hopefully this good feeling …
November 6, 2008 4:42pm
Some day no matter what has happened no matter how good my day has been ijust dont feel good or good enough.
Today is one of thos days.
November 3, 2008 8:56pm
I was dianosed a few yrs ago with bi-poler, I am still not sure if i am or not. Can any one who is affected with condition please tell …
sorry to see that things are not going well. will be praying for you. the lord will give those who believe the strength to carry on...alls going to work out for you. hv a good day..lv ...hx
gd mrg, how r u ? sending morning hugs your way..have a blessed day..loveya.hx
Hope that you have a wonderful weekend, glad that you are doing excellent :)
good morning, how r u ? glad to see all is well.. : ) remember, by being faithful, god will be faithful to you..you have a blessed day...loveya..hx
I am 32yrs old married and have 2 kids I was sexually abused by uncle, my moms boyfriend, a bus driver and a few more ppl i feel that there some thing wrong with because i just dont feel right I have abandonment issues as well
I was dianosed bipolar couple of yrs a ago i was on meds, things were good for every one else around me but i felt dead inside. Since i realized why i did the thibgs i did i watch my behaviur and things arnt as bad. I am in counceling for sa and i do get some help there.
