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7:41pm, September 20, 2009
idk, i dont floss its so DEMADING!!!!!!!!
i should though, i'll try.................
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-Head pounding, feel sick, avoiding looking in THAT direction.
-Still can't help but wonder what thoughts there are.
-Lame.
-Annoying, self-loathing individual, difficult to be self-assured.
-Falling, grabbing onto rocks, slick with wasted tears, tired, so tired.
-Failing, epic failure, losing so much, gaining....what? NOTHING.
-Pointless writing, not effective in the least.
-So irritating, /probably/ Definitely would be pissed by this.
-GODDAMMIT.
-Losing so much time, lost so much happiness, but wonder if happiness was real
-Was it FEIGNED happiness?
-Could be argued.
-Was so happy, but was closed happiness
-Oh well.
-Story of my life.
-A game, right?
-HA.
-famous last words.
-headache not as bad. just.....not better
-No solution
-just move on, no way else
-No matter my thoughts, feelings or w/e else there is.
-Must remember
-"Friendship" sacrifice
-willing to do so, so...EAGERLY
-makes me want to chuckle...
-crucification, crucify. lol
-wasted dedication-so much effort - wanted to give effort, wanted to learn, to know...to care
-Such a waste of time to put these thoughts. -No good
-Show these?
-Display the wrong idea.
-say the "L" word.
-"L" O "L" <3
-final words-already said?
-not what was desired to say
-to say what desired would kill...me
-NO-ah FRIENDS
-Death by chocolate. pfftt.
-just wiped from my mind would do
-like tht guy in house
-could really relate.
- [?]
-goo goo gah gah
-reason?
-1st-person liked it
-why do it-cause it applied
-listen now-would not help
-such a messed up mind
-gone crazy?
-going crazy?
-was always crazy?
-all barriers have just broken down
-thanx witchb
-purpose of this?
-keep me from just twiddling my thumbs...or something more?
-headache a little more.
-cannot end well
-don't want it to end well?
-who?
never did this before....why start now?
-how long will this go on?
-too long.
-getting me nowhere
-do i want to go elsewhere?
-how do you truly know?
-damn questions-damn....no.
-dwelling only drags it out and hurts you more.
-then why am i writing this?
-good question.
-such bullsh*t
-"My true friends know I put on an act."
-Yeah. nice reason.
-IDK
-txt, just as bad.
-never confronted face-to-face
-coward
-who?
-me?
-it takes two to tango-right
-or just to tango WELL?
-interesting interpass
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And I thought I think a lot.
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just to pass the time when things were pretty sour. its actually been a couple weeks since i wrote this. feelin' pretty good now, except for schoolwork- YUCK
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Definitely know the feeling. >_>
Not going to continue writing these. It's somewhat of a confusing thing. Stuff was wrote that sorta showed me what was going on, and it's best for it to end. Even though I still have lots going through my head about this, none of it will help me free of this by any means. Life is a game, and like THE GAME. think about it too much and you will always lose. :-)
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SON OF A @#$%&!!!!!
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O_O You still have your braces?
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