GOODnEVIL

Close Family Issues

My mother was single with three daughters,when she re-married and had another child.Her new husband turned out to be,among other things,a liar,child molester and a spouse abuser. My sisters where left in Mexico.My bother and I,had to relocate (from home and school,at an alarming rate) and I was constantly abused. I currently don’t speak to my mother,nor do we (all) live under the same roof. But, thinking about it, still hurts. Thus, I know I’m still part of this DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

Helped reduce the pain from been sexually molested as a child. Some memories never went away, others sometimes come back to hunt me and I still can’t talk to my mom.

Talking Somewhat Helpful

Talking helps for venting, but doesn’t always make the pain go away. It usually leaves me feeling ashamed, for speaking about it, in the first place.

Close Sex / Pornography Addiction

I'm the result of child molestation. My first consentual sexual experiences where very awkward. With love and patience my husband has helped me overcome some of my traumas and insecurities. I now look forward to sex. A few months ago, I experieced an orgasm, like never before. The problem now is that I compare all other orgasm to that one. Masturbatin scares me as I don't want to seen like a sex perve. If my husband found me doing it, I would die of shame.