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butterflyxlife 
2:34am, February 1, 2009
Sitting at the Seattle Cancer Care Alliance. I love the fact they have free wireless internet-- and that I remembered my laptop today-- Once again, they have dropped the ball on me *sigh* Even though I am supposed to have appointments today, there were none scheduled in the computer until one finally in October. No no no no. Not okay.
I hate it when they just drop the ball. It pisses me off SO bad. *sigh*
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Anyways, I got it cleared up and just got out of blood draw, and now have roughly half an hour before my appt. with my doc.
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I have to make it back home before noon because I have my therapy appt. I started therapy a few weeks ago after I started having some pretty bad flashbacks and problems with my PTSD. It has made wonders of difference and I have been feeling a lot better about a lot of things. My symptoms are under control.
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In other news, I have to talk to my provider today about my pain control. I am afraid that my body is becoming addicted to the morphine and oxycodone- as I tried to not take it for a day or two and suffered some pretty crappy withdrawals. Finally took some oxy again and magically felt cured-- Didn't like that one bit. I'm hoping that maybe we can taper me off of the morphine and oxy and get me on something else.. I desperately despise the feeling of addiction.
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Mmmm. Hard boiled eggs.
