Journal

Baby Baby Baby.

That's all I can think about.

Well.. I didn't make it to the Light the NIght walk, I was so upset. On top of that, I found Akila a new home yesterday so I have been crying a lot. Her new home is wonderful-- just absolutely wonderful.. I couldn't have asked for a more understanding caring and loving new mom for her-- She has already started sending me pictures of her even though today was her first full day with Akila.. Akila got scrambled eggs on her breakfast, half of a McD's burger, and boiled chicken in her dinner. Not to mention her new mom can afford the GOOD food for her-=- Her new mom took her to the doggy spa today and she got a new hot pink collar.. everything.. It makes me cry so much.. out of sadness because I miss her so much, her big goofy self.. and makes me cry out of happiness because I know how great of a home this is for her that can really give her what she deserves including the space and time that I don't have when I am gone so much.

Even though I feel this void where she isn't, Kai has been doing so wonderfully having so much more of my attention. He has gotten to go with me everywhere again.. and he LOVES it :D I love it to.. to tell the truth.. I didn't know how much I mised having him with me everywhere... so in another way.. I feel kind of.. free... which makes me feel guilty.. so.. that's kind of weird.. cuz then I feel sad for being guilty for feeling happy about being free. What a crazy cycle that is.

Sunni got a new dog :) Well.. new to her.. She's a 9 year old blonde sable german shepherd. Her name is Destiny... but I KEEP trying to call her Shadow or Sadie. Seriously.. I just don't see Destiny, I see a Shadow.. or a Sadie.. it's just what pups into my brain and I DON'T KNOW WHY! LOL. Anyways, Destiny is a fabulous girl. Perfect for their family- calm, doesn't stay underfoot, doesn't care what David (Sunni's 11 month old) does to her, doesn't give a rats ass about cats.... and gets along great with Kai-- 

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School keeps trudging along :)) I need to do some major work on it.. I really need to set aside the time.. but I haven't lately... *sigh* SLACKER!! *points at self*

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Light the Night walk today!!!

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