Just had to get it out
May 28, 2008 2:29am
Another day...I managed to go to town. I really don't know why I have such a hard time with that!?! I almost get sick everytime I have to …
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4everlost
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About Me
Still the mother of 4 beautiful daughters only one was stolen from lives on 3-24-08. I/we will forever love, miss and long for her. She was killed at age of 15 with a bright and promissing future ahead of her. It will never make any sense to us and my heart will be broke until the day I be with her again. Everyone keeps telling me to look to the future but I can't see beyond the pain!!!
Still the mother of 4 beautiful daughters only one was stolen from lives on 3-24-08. I/we will forever love, miss and long for her. She was killed at age of 15 with a bright and promissing future ahead of her. It will never make any sense to us and my heart will be broke until the day I be with her again. Everyone keeps telling me to look to the future but I can't see beyond the pain!!!
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The day before one Month
April 24, 2008 1:40am
Today has been really tuff...I've been trying to help Elaina pack for her move and all I can think of is tomorrow will be one month ago that I …
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Equine Dream Fund
April 21, 2008 2:03am
As of Friday the Elizabeth Theofilos Equine Dream Fund has reached 1,500.00 plus mark. If it keeps up at this pace we will be able to help alot of …
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I hope Elizabeth has a happy birthday in heaven. Love never dies. Elizabeth is with you always.
Flower
Thinking of you & sending you a huge hug today as you remember Bubby in a very special way. May you find a little peace in all your memeories. Hugs, Ann
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Sending you my thoughts at this difficult time. Our angel dates are very close. I understand your pain. Somehow, I never got to meet you on our group. Hugs, Lucille
Rainbow
Hello my friend. Stopping by to say I'm thinking of you and hope you're doing OK. I'm here if you need me. Love, Teri.
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Thinking of you and sending wishes for a gentle and peaceful Christmas. Love, Teri.
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildOn 3-24 my beautiful lil cowgirl was killed in a car wreck not but 3 miles from our from door. She had such promise and so many goals that it just isn't fair! Her life was stolen and our lil HERO is gone. I will never recover, she was our life...our sunrise our sunset and everything in between. Everything we did was for her(and her sisters) and their horses...which was her world. Morning-noon-night was Bub and the horses....now all I have left are the horses, the pain and anger.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- I cry in the morning I cry in afternoon and I cry all night...all it's done is make me cry more!!!
- Getting Angry Considering
- Oh yeah...everyday. I get up angry and go to bed angry....I'm angry at the cause of her not being here, I'm angry with god for take'n someone that had a future and goals,I'm angry at myself for not being able to fix the situation...I just plain angry...does it work....no it has brought her back to me
- Helping Others Too Soon to Tell
- We have started a fund to help other young people reach their goals with horses. Not sure if it will help or hurt at this point it's to early to tell...still just raising money
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- I try but all I do is start one thing then go to something else and never finish any of them...so thats not working either!!!
- Music Considering
- Some songs just make me cry but I keep listening
- Pets Considering
- I have to take care of all the animals we have a small horse farm.It's very hard because her horses know somethings wrong and pace all day and night..they wouldn't eat for awhile and it was brutal that first week or so.
- Reading Considering
- Reading books about what to do in times like this helped for about a minute
- Remembering Considering
- Remembering all she was only makes me mad for what she, we, the world lost. Sometimes I do smile at remembering some of the crazy things she did but it turns very fast to tears
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- At first was needed them, then it got to the point of being overwhelming with the phone calls and a house full of people everyday...I know they mean well but I/we need time work this out in my head and our family needs time to just be together.
- Talking Considering
- I've talked until I'm blue in the face and all it does is make me see how bad the pain is and how much I've lost.
- Time Not Working
- one day bleeds into another with no change in my feelings...well the pain of missing her gets worst, if thats possible. so I can't see where time will ever mend my world being stolen from me
