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ok ....I am having a very bad time....
I just found out that my fiance is bisexual.....
I found my self after almost 25 days...b/ping yesterday...I...feel like my life has hit rock bottom...and he has the nerve to tell me he loves me and still want to make it work....after almost ten years of my life....he never gave me a choice by not telling me and living a double life ..I hhve been crying since yesterday...and I do not know how to deal with this...no one knows but me and he wants to keep it that way...how dare he! we have children..oh god I do not know what to do.
I just found out that my fiance is bisexual.....
I found my self after almost 25 days...b/ping yesterday...I...feel like my life has hit rock bottom...and he has the nerve to tell me he loves me and still want to make it work....after almost ten years of my life....he never gave me a choice by not telling me and living a double life ..I hhve been crying since yesterday...and I do not know how to deal with this...no one knows but me and he wants to keep it that way...how dare he! we have children..oh god I do not know what to do.
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I know it has been a while ...but it has been kinda hectic around here ...my father n law passed this weekend after a long fight with cancer..so I have been the pillar for my fiance and his family latley...
but I finaly after joining sparks people
made it 20 days .
I no longer have stong b/p urges like I used to and eat right for a change...and lost a few pounds!!!!
I feel very energetic and less tired and finaly no more headaches.
but I still smoke more so I am going to try a patch or somthing to help me with that.
but I finaly after joining sparks people
made it 20 days .
I no longer have stong b/p urges like I used to and eat right for a change...and lost a few pounds!!!!
I feel very energetic and less tired and finaly no more headaches.
but I still smoke more so I am going to try a patch or somthing to help me with that.
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I'm so sorry to hear about your FIL. :(
Congrats on the 20 days. That is absolutely wonderful! I'm a smoker too. I soooo need to quit. I have patches in the kitchen cupboard but I'm too afraid that if I put one on I'll eat my way through life or something. Argh. Good luck to you with quitting.
just checking in..having a good day so far...yesterday I had an urge outa this world...but managed to suppress it and move on .
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SHIT! I'm so so sorry. You have every right to be upset, and you have every right to feel hurt. His bi-sexuality is not even the issue here, the betrayal and dishonesty IS. Direct your anger (appropriately) at HIM, do NOT turn inward and spiral down into the depths of hell again. You were doing so well! I'm here if you need to talk. I will be sending you as much positive energy as I can.
ShariB
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I am so sorry to hear this. I agree with ShariB direct your anger at him. I am here for you.
loveless