Journal

I had my colonoscopy and there was a lot of narrowing and that's adding to my stomache pain. I have to go back on the remecade asap and hope for the best. I am at home and can't tdo anything until tomorrow. Lost more money bcause i couldn'nt do my music lessons most of this week, at least i can do my music classes tomorrow. Well, at least most of the nurses were nice for my colonoscopy today and my doctor was more sympathetic to my problems with my crones desease. I hope everyone is ok..rob..overall , this is the best i have felt in 2 months because i haen't eaten anything.

Well, just started the second giant bottle of prep for my colonoscopy. Yes , already vomited once and want to die right now. I only slept 3 hours last night and i won't get much more tomight. I want to thank all my online friends for there help this week . There hugs mean alot to me right now. I hope to get some rest soon. talk to u all  later. peace...rob

First,I would like to thank everyone that resonded to my last journal  entry. i really needed the laugh and the responses gave me them. I actually called the resteraunt and talk to the bar manager this morning. He didn't know what had happened, which does not  surprise me. Well, now for the bad news. I saw my gastrenterologist today and i am sill having problems. I have to go for a colonoscopy on thursday which means that i am going to miss a lot of work and music lessons . Giving music lessons is like free money to me.  Also i have to stay on the steriods  or i will wind up right back in the hospital , for another fun weeklong stay....My stomache still hurts but i have no diareah.  that's a first.Anyway, just trying  survive. i know i am sick , i can just feel it.   good luck to all.    rob