I have an adorable 1 year old son, Alex ... and a wonderful husband, Michael. I'm quiet, silly, loving, accepting, creative, smart, and optimistic! I'm sometimes anxious, irritable, lazy, and not always good at talking to people in person ...
I have an adorable 1 year old son, Alex ... and a wonderful husband, Michael. I'm quiet, silly, loving, accepting, creative, smart, and optimistic! I'm sometimes anxious, irritable, lazy, and not always good at talking to people in person ...
My baby, Alexander! And my husband, Michael :-) Food. Flowers and warm weather, cook outs, the beach, and camp fires w/s'mores! The way the air smells in autumn, and candy apples ... The first snow fall, the smell of Christmas trees, and the pretty lights and decorations ... Singing in the car. Texting. Reading realistic fiction. Being online, MySpace, Facebook. My family's pug. Board games with a small group of people. Sleeping???
My baby, Alexander! And my husband, Michael :-) Food. Flowers and warm weather, cook outs, the beach,
August 9, 2009 9:22am
I'm down to 132 lbs. Only 12 more lbs to go. Not sure that will ever happen, but I'll get further if I over-shoot. LoL.
I'm …
January 5, 2009 12:53am
I used to think I was so great at writing these insightful, heart-felt journal entries. Now I just feel like a big dummy. But some things need to …
December 28, 2008 10:47pm
+ I have lost a little weight by dieting. For the past couple of days I have been hitting 141 lbs.
- I haven't had any vitamins …
great job with the no more confessing!!!!! yay Im gonna get there some day!!
Wow, I feel for you and understand how confusing it is to do something that isn't even you. I recently cheated on my partner of 6 years. I was completely impulsive. And I didn't feel bad at all or feel anything for that matter for a while. I was numb to it, said I must not want to be in this relationship and we ended it. And now it is like I finally understand what I did and still cannot believe I did that. How could I do that? And my partner or ex is amazing. I am glad yours forgave you and you are working it out.
Happy Holidays! How is the little one?
Just a little advice. That messing around with other people NEVER,NEVER ends well. It would be worse for you because you have ocd. The guilt would kill you. Good Luck
Happy 1st Halloween to Alex :) I hope it is a special time!
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Well, I first came one here for the OCD group ... but I get anxiety about more than just my OCD ... so I thought it might help to check out this group, too.
I almost stopped myself from joining this particular support group because I was afraid it would mean that I would have to start making myself be okay being alone ... which I don't want to do ...
I am LAZY. And I love junk food. I have never been into sports or any physical activity. I have been blessed with a pretty good metabolism despite those facts. When I do exercise and eat healthy, though, I love how I feel after ... I really want get into a routine that I can just do every day and not have to force myself ... and after I have my baby I want to loose all the baby weight plus an extra 10 pounds. I am very determined!
My main problems in life are OCD and anxiety ... but every now and then I get sooo depressed that I feel sick and I can barely get myself to move. My heart aches so badly that I want to rip it out. This usually happens whenever I'm alone for too long ...
