Journal

it has been almost a month since ive written anything. ive been really busy tryng to maintain a schedule with the kids. its really tough.i met someone as well. he seems like a very nice guy hes aware of my children and cant wait for the day that he gets to meet them. i told him it was to soon for that.he wants to help me with them he really wants children of his own but god has not blessed him with the ability.when he aproached me he was trully a gentelman.when we spoke more and i told him about my babies i just knew he would run the other way.most men cant deal with you having any let alone three.but he smiled the biggest smile and the joy was all over his face.we have been seeing each other for about a month and hes just great.i hope he stays true.

my son is 2 years old and we still dont have a proper diagnosis for him.its pretty crappy to see him in pain and not know what to do for him.his bowels are not moving once again and he just finished crying himself on to sleep.i wish his doctor would get some kind of idea as to whats wrong with him.so we can look towards helping him.