Scared again
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am …
these past few days have been especially painful. samantha had to help me get up and put of bed for 1.5 days, due to severe neuro wonk on top of that. this started to happen, with some fatigue first, then mobility issues, then pain. plus i had a virus flare. this, nearly 2 days after travelling to visit with family for the first time in ages. they had all these chems after i asked them not to please.
friday i had no presence of mind to call the doc for a refill. now i might have to go to the er if the pain gets really bad.
this sux. i can't even miss a half day's dose. can't wait to see how they'll treat me, and how long they'll keep me at the hospital.
this is the 4th time these incidences have happened, since early april. i am sick of it and no neuro so far has a clue. some say com si, com sa. one thinks it might be ms but isn;t really confident to say for sure. my primary thinks it could be.
time for neuro #6, in 3 years. only 10 days longer to wait.
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am …
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