Scared again
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am …
had a heart related scare yesterday. some anxiety with nausea, shakes, lower back pain and feeling like i was going to pass out. the worst feeling ever. i had to call teh ambulance. my blood sugar was mid 200's. the ekg in hospital was irregular and today i've a heart monitor. the last 24-hr test in mid aug came out abnormal. i hope i can figure this out soon. just when i was doing better! damn. i see my primary at teh end of the week.
i begged my partner to stay home with me today. she didn't want to do it, which kind of hurt. but i know she is burnt out. so she is emotionally withdrawing from me today. at least my dog can comfort me. he is so cute with the extra fur on.
feeling better today but still a little weird. but not extreme like yesterday. whew. they didn't treat me well in the hospital and didn't even bother to look at my past records that would indictate abnormality. hopefully i will see a heart specialist soon and probably have to go back to the endo. yuck, but necessary.
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am …
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I am praying that the heart issue is nothing serious and something the doctors can correct easily. I have went thru the same symptoms but mine is from extreme pain and when my bp sky rockets my blood sugar plummets. So I know how scary and frustrating it is. Just hang in there things will get better. Big hugs! Rachel
Rac87el
Hope you feel better soon.Many hugs-Stephanie
CoolGal