Scared again
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am …
i've decided to take the step of asking the neuro about the breakthru pain increase. for at least until i see a pain specialist. cuz this is manageable, but i should be able to go to the doc soon, this tues and fri. no infection, thankfully, since the last dose of antibiotics.
getting in touch with old friends and fam in mia and philly. people are all like wtf but glad to see me on. it's good to reach out to them, even if i only have energy for 1-2 hours a week for online social.
we are hoping to make it to the nearest summit that just opened, greylock, for a clearer view than recent overcast times. what a relief after about 2 months of raininess. enjoyed some watermelonm and my parrtner gave honey a much needed bath. now i get to brush him tonite while we watch bejamin button rental.
rested today in bed, reding carl haaisen and trying to get into inspirational books from amazon. there's cd on meditation that i can't wait to try, after reading the book and trying to get a clue.
time for some tea, then drive.
Whenever I get too tired from pushing myself too hard and don't have enough energy to finish the projects that I am …
because I don't like being disabled, I frequently push the envelope of what I can do.Especially when someone asks …
I have had a few days of struggling with lots of ups and downs, (more downs). But instead of isolating myself, I came …
good luck sweets, im pulling for u! how was your holiday?
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