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nikL 
8:59pm, July 22, 2009
really bad pain flares yesterday and today. i considered going to a mental health hospital cuz i don't know how long they would be lasting and i felt like i was losing control. i started to remember last time this started happening, between 2006-2008.
fortunately the pain attacks ended and i did have insomnia last night but hope to break that cycle tonight. i admit i'm not eating well that doesn't add to my health. getting a pca will help, with an interview soon.
asdie from monday and weds, then i can rest otherwise and just focus on writing and art. i'm not going to run errands, walk the dog or do any more chores for a few weeks to give my body more of a chance to heal. if the place becoems a sty until we can find someone who is multiple chem sensitivity compliant, oh well. i will do phys. therapy and a little walking to maintain my muscles, but that's it for exerting myself. wel, this is my plan anyway.
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hang in there sweets and if the pain gets to be unbearable than go to the ER to be seen something like an infection from your surgery may be happeneing and that is life threatening so do take good care of yourself and do take it easy as can be and do follow all the doctors restrictions that he has u on. I had to follow all the restrictions and take it very easy after my emergency gallbladder surgry, so I could do nothing for 3 months straight, so I know how frustrating the infections and sickndss can be. U will heal and feel better soon.
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