Journal Entry for October 13, 2009
made a whole bunch of calls trying to coordinate my care. for pain management and neuro. the pca review nurse is trying to help me get more hours, …
~ in past lives i was a teacher, social worker, organizer. ~one goal in the coming months is taking photos and meeting more artists. i love nature! where i recently moved to is gorgeous, with mountanous terrain and fields. the change of season might be inspirational. my plans change often, depending on what is going on in my life. i've always tried to look for opportunities to improve my situation. i'm optimistic that i'll be able to find what it is I can do for work that's fulfilling and meaningful. i'm not super religious or anything, but everyday i try to be thankful for what i do have and appreciate the moments i've been given. some days are better than others, no doubt.
~ in past lives i was a teacher, social worker, organizer. ~one goal in the coming months is taking photos and meeting more artists. i love nature! where i recently moved to is gorgeous, with mountanous terrain and fields. the change of season might be inspirational. my plans change often, depending on what is going on in my life. i've always tried to look for opportunities to improve my situation. i'm optimistic that i'll be able to find what it is I can do for work that's fulfilling and meaningful.
hooked on cuban food, thai a close second. sushi fiend. guilty pleasures: poor richard's almanac, the national enquirer, caramels. funny: comedy central hound, chapelle (except the way he treated his wife!), wanda sikes, robin williams, mad tv, the colbert report, dave barry, breaking bad. favorite foods: mangoes, shrimp, avocados, sushi, hempmilk, sprouts, flourless chocolate cake politics, history of us, art and writing. in the past, i travelled through most of central america, a large part of venezuela and some of quebec. stateside includes living/working in: FL, TX, MA, PA, DE, NY. i like the tone here at DS of positivity and encouragement that keeps people hopeful for change or empowering management of their condition(s).
hooked on cuban food, thai a close second. sushi fiend. guilty pleasures: poor richard's almanac, the
made a whole bunch of calls trying to coordinate my care. for pain management and neuro. the pca review nurse is trying to help me get more hours, …
now i've another episode where first i was exhausted, then having a hard time with my muscles. then pain. from thursday starting with tired and …
these past few days have been especially painful. samantha had to help me get up and put of bed for 1.5 days, due to severe neuro wonk on top of …
i found out the troubles i was having has from autonomic dysfunction from fibro and and anxiety attack. nothing inherently wrong with the heart. …
i tried to work out again, along with the physical therapy exercises and qi gong. nothing huge, just brief rounds spread throughout the day. …
I've been following your journals and I'm hoping you can find so relief somehow. Thinking of you. Hugs, Sue
I just thought you could use a hug. Hope things are going ok. Hugs, Sue
Thanks fro the comments on my journal you have such wisdom, thanks for the kind words xoxoo Brooke
Hello! I was wondering about the tai chi seated exercises. Did you find them in a book? Please let me know. I have mobility issues! What type of creative work do you do. I love to write and take photos of nature.
No problem sweets, glad your 4th was nice. Keep hangin in there and the doctors will get u eventually all figured out. I'm struggling to get a new diagnoses myself and being too sick sometimes to actually go to the appts. I hope u continue to feel better and I'm here for u whenever. Have a good night!
i have spastic hemiplegia although both sides of my body are affected (according to mri and my abilities), including arms to a limited extent compared to legs. i use canes and a wheelchair when in/outside the house.
i am interested in healthcare reform as a person with multiple disabilities.
i have chronic pain from cerebral palsy, CFIDS, possible fibromyalgia, chronic lung disease, painful bladder and endometriosis
i had my first bout with mono (epstein barr) when i was 16, and haven't been without chronic cold/flus and EBV flares for more than a few months at a time.
i have adult reactive airway disease. i cannot tolerate most common chemicals for cleaning, pesticide, formaldehyde or fragrance. dust is bad too. i also have atelectasis that makes it difficult to breathe sometimes. this summer i'll find out what that's from.
i found out i had seizure tendencies with my first eeg this year.
i have ptsd from rapes, threats, homelessness, emotional/mental abuse
fibro from neuromuscular conditions (cp and cfids).
i've always thought about stress management, but wasn't sure what would really work for me. i hope to join this site for insight, info and hoping to help others as i fumble my way through life, lolz
retinoschisis, nearsighted in one eye
i've been in a cycle of codependent relationships starting with me and my family.
i'm just a guy born with a female body. started testosterone for valentine's day 2008. i'm here to connect with others. i've been out to my family for 4 years, and to close friends as well. my partner and i have been together for 5 years now. the difficulties i've had with coming out is with medical providers (except the clinic where i get my hormones), some family, and finding work.
i've been raped more than once and feel a lot of shame. like, why didn't i see it coming? some guys manipulated me and used me because i didn't know ppl were like that. or i wanted or had to trust them because of a situation i was in, then they tried to take advantage.
i had chest pain in the lower right area for years (since 2003? or so) and this past year got scanned and dx'd for atelectasis in the subpleural cavity. the pulm thought it might be related to asbestos exposure from past work rehabbing houses, but they are going to scan be again over the summer to make sure it doesn't change in size. the pain flares up during colds/flu, winter, stress or certain chemicals (perfumes, soaps, deoderizers, etc)
at least 5 years? this year seeing urologist. he says cant see any inflammation by using a video cath, but i'm due for a cystoscopy in jan/feb. he's telling me to try limit certain foods/drink which help. the pain seems to be in the urethra and other times the bladder as a whole. especially if i've to go really bad or even after voiding. rarely *during* and i've not had a UTI recently associated with it over the past 3-4 months. uro thinks spastic bladder from cp/neuro issues
had it since late teens to cause a problem. now i try to eat smaller meals, cut out processed grains/sugars. this helps.
started with urgency in 2001, then more regular frequency episodes since 2003. now in 2008 i've mild incontinence. the uro says it could be from spastic bladder from neurological issues
started noticing chemical/environmental sensitivities starting in 2003 living in a sick building (mold), then got worse in 2006 when chronically exposed to asbestos/concrete dust in my living environment. since then the scent of a dryer sheet or VOC can send me into a seizure (2007-2008). fun.
diagnosed in feb/march (after test results took a while from gi procedures). intermittent pain, spasms, constipation 1-3 times per week. i avoid sugars, most dairy, fried/fatty foods, red meat, alcohol, fragrant & certain cleaning chemicals and that seems to help. my large bowel is malformed (long & winding, with sharp turns) but otherwise normal.
hysto in june