Journal Entry for November 14, 2009
well i went to get a burger for my hubby and me at a new place that is right next door to a casino i used to frequent. i placed my order and …
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cloris commented on rsmutton’s journal entry I can do this. 9:25pm
please let me know what you think about the GA meeting- i have been contemplating going to one also-i…
cloris wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 14, 2009 4:52pm
well i went to get a burger for my hubby and me at a new place that is right next door to a casino i…
cloris commented on patsssss’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 12, 2009 4:45pm
yes that is the test isn't it. . Can you hand over your money to someone so the bills can get paid etc.?…
cloris commented on rsmutton’s journal entry I have to do this 8:47am
keep busy today-no gambling ,chase the thoughts away. think of how great you will feel when you go to…
well i went to get a burger for my hubby and me at a new place that is right next door to a casino i used to frequent. i placed my order and …
today i did not gamble
Had a chance to gamble today but i did not do it. I can imagine the feelings i would be having now if i did--nausea, panic, anger, …
Did not gamble today-wow where did I find the time to gamble before, probably because I let everything else go including time spent with my own …
went out of town and did not gamble!
thank you for your support. This may help me if I can talk to someone, who know what am I going through. I have been gambling for the last 20 years, but the last two years have been uncontrollable. Any helpful advices always welcome.
thank you for your post on my journal
thanks for the bday wishes. Im sorry to hear you slipped, but happy to hear your back on track. School is going well, very busy with work on top of it, but I'm not complaining. I'm glad that we have stayed in contact, and if you ever need someone to vent to, I'm always there for you
God Bless
I plan on going to school in the fall, taking a speciality program in Human Resource Management. I'm so happy to hear you continue to come on this website and that you are still gamble free. It's hard to do, but as the days pass it becomes easier. I was just doing some online banking and seen a promotional ad for western union and how you can send money online rather than going to the stores and I got the first craving to gamble in like 6 months. I thought the addiction was gone, I never think about it. It has been over 8 months now that I have been gamble free, and it feels awesome knowing how close I am to the one year mark. But its sad to say that the addiction is hiding around every corner trying to nab me and the worst thing I can believe is that I beat it because I will never get rid of the addiction, but I can surpress it for the rest of my life.
Craig
I haven't heard from you in awhile, you just made my day. How is everything going with you cloris?
God Bless