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yarrowrainbowdancer 
7:45am, October 15, 2009
Well here i am ....3:40am and i have been up now since about 1:30.....can see just how this night is going to go once more...i managed to get about two hours of sleep before waking up with this mind of mine just a racing ahead of me and i wishing i could just manage to catch up with it once again!!! oh well, whats a girl gonna do??? not much as i can see but sit here and find cute little pics to put up for halloween on my profile, lol....and a spooky halloween background for the kids to enjoy here on the computer when they wake up in the morning...it will be a hectic day as my best friends son is going in for surgery at 11am to have his ankle and foot repaired from a football injury on saturday, he is just 16 and did some pretty major damage so they have to put in some pins and the sort....so my son and he are like brothers and his mom and i are close as sisters....we are family.....so its going to be a day....wish my husband was home to be here for her husband kevin....he is just like a bro to me and i know my hubby loves him as a brother and wanted to be here for him...ahhhhh....sometimes things just dont work that way though....but....least its only a foot..and not something more serious! so we will be by there side in one way or another just as they always are for us...wouldnt have it any other way!!!! so anyways, ya this freakin head of mine is wanting me to go make a pot of coffee...and grrr....i want to sleep....ugghhh.....4 am....i want my blankies....i cant wait till i get re-established with a dr and my meds get straighted out...been without some for over a month now and i am feeling it....if only my last dr hadnt been such a f*** up....grrrr.....well wont do me any good right now to get all worked up over that one...so i think i will just go and see if i can calm back down and maybe just maybe doze back off....if not then its going to be just another loooong day...............
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ohhh my sweet holly girl... mhm, i understand sleep deprivation. it's no fun at all. i hope you managed to get some rest. want you to know im praying for you, and for rita and her boy. i loves you sis, yes i do... im here for you if you ever need. take care babygirl xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
KeepHoldingOn
hope you got back on your sleep pattern:)hope your friends sons surgery went well.keep in touch sis!xoxo
jewelzie