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Duckpond 
3:04am, September 29, 2008
Today, yesterday, and weeks ago I've noticed that I feel pretty down. Today has been pretty hard. All I feel is a serious need to cry, but since I don't cry it's not going to happen. I'm mainly upset because I'm ill and there is no hope for relief from the physical pain I'm experiencing. I want to do things but never have the energy or I'm in too much pain to get things done. It's fustrating and depressing in one big emotional ball. I'd just love a few days without this problem so I can have a moment of peace. I get upset because I know it's not going to happen. I get very upset knowing that it's only going to get worse.
