Ladybug7's Journal

I can say that I have finally found a drug that makes me feel alive again and like myself.  On December 16th, after only one 25 mg dose of Lamictal, I had an entire day of the same even, steady, middle-of-the-road mood.  I was happy, but not manic.  I cried only when it was appropriate.  It was the best day I've had in months!  My mood was also better yesterday after having taken a second dose, although I could tell I was drifting into hypomania at times during the day.

Unfortunately, while Lamictal is a miracle drug for my brain, it is taking its toll on my body.  I have been dealing with everything from moderate stomach cramps to chills to aching in my arms and legs...not to mention the severe insomnia.  I didn't sleep at all last night and only a few hours the night before.  However, this time around, I am tired and craving sleep, unlike the manic episodes I have experienced before where I could go for days without even being tired. 

This whole situation is bittersweet.  I don't want to stop the drug because I am feeling significantly better.  It is almost unbelievable how much of a difference it has made.  The therapeutic dose is typically between 100-200 mg, and my pdoc said that I wouldn't notice much at 25 mg.  However, the change in how I feel is remarkable, and my hubby even noticed the difference.  I am probably going to wait another couple of days to see if the side effects improve or worsen before making a decision about Lamictal, but I can say that for those who don't experience any side effects, this drug may be a blessing.