single, workaholic.ptsd, self-injurer panic and anxiety disorder, asthmatic, sexual, ritual, emotional, physical abuse I love the outdoors, camping hiking, horses, kyaking you name it if it's outdoors i'll try it.i love colorado the scenery is breath taking
single, workaholic.ptsd, self-injurer panic and anxiety disorder, asthmatic, sexual, ritual, emotional, physical abuse I love the outdoors, camping hiking, horses, kyaking you name it if it's outdoors i'll try it.i love colorado the scenery is breath taking
love music, martial arts, and the great outdoors, hiking I love the piano and horses
love music, martial arts, and the great outdoors, hiking I love the piano and horses
January 6, 2008 10:38pm
went to the farm today and worked with the horses felt calmed as I always do when I am there still feeling very sad and angry over grandma's …
December 25, 2007 8:36pm
Merry Christmas to all my friends here on DS. I hope that everyone had a good day. I on the other hand have had a very difficult time over the …
November 19, 2007 9:51pm
I just want to say hi to all my friends here and to apologize for not being on or answering my mail. have had very difficult time over the past few …
June 12, 2007 7:08pm
I so want to cut right now i just want the hurt to end, no more flashbacks, nightmares or memories I don't want to remember any more. my asthma …
June 10, 2007 11:56pm
I DON'T LIKE THE PAIN.... PHYSICAL PAIN SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY RELIEF.. I DON'T WANT TO GO THERE BUT IT'S THE EASIST WAY TO MAKE THE PAIN …
Just wanted to see if you are still using this. When I am having a really rough time, I spend some time on this site and it really makes me feel better. Hope you are alright. Love ya!
Thank you for having lunch with me today. It makes me so happy when you laugh and smile. Know you are always in my heart and in my thoughts.
I haven't been on here in a while i hope your doing well. Amy
thinking of you
Hugs- I have been through a lot of abuse also- including sexual, emotional, physical, and ritual abuse. I am trying very hard to connect with others that understand the depth of pain involved in ritual abuse.
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survivor of sexual,physical,emotional, and ritual abuse.
survior all kinds of abuse ptsd.
lost twin sister have never grieved, have recently lost friends and don't know how to begin grieving. because of other history, i don't cry or feel emotions i basically live in a numb state
severe asthmaticmultiple hospializations
