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angelsfly
Female, 46, CO
"Loosing my internet end of NOV. Im sorry I have been gone 2 long."
3:25pm Tuesday
Journal Entry for July 9, 2009 Mood
Thursday, July 9, 2009
July  9th     Yesterday was my Moms birthday she turned 75  yeaers old.    I  dont know if I can take my pain until Im 75.  I have not been on much I know.   See the computer here has a mind I swear of its own.    So there are days it works and others when it is slower than a turtle.    But I just thought Id come on let anyone know Im still alive and still in Pain.    Chatted with my lawyer today.    My hearing is in Sept 24th at 10 AM   so  my lawyer wants for to send me some paperwork for my Doctor to fill out for my disability hearing.     The fact that Im not going to Mental Health anymore might not help me at all.    My doc  gave me prozac for my depression..   Ever since I seen the word   Malingering in  my mental health records.......I dont really care to go to them.    I mean its their fault that I keep gitting  denied for my benefits of SSI.     They say that they dont beleave that I am in Pain and that Im faking all this.    They are not in my bodyYell So I have decided not to return to therapy with them.CrySince they are convinced that I am faking my back pain and my mental problems and the whole shabang.    Im telling all of you here on Daily strength...........I AM NOT FAKEING MY PAIN>   ITS REAL MY PAIN.   Sorry.   Im just in a bad way and I am so fustrated with the whole thing and my whole life is one big CRAP.
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