Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 …
Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 year old married to my high school sweetheart and have two beautiful little girls. I …
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3:25pm Tuesday
June 14th I use to be prettty good at writing in this journal. Now I only do it once in a great while. I had a really emotionally rotten day yesterday. For no real apparent reason I just cried my heart out. I dont even know why but I did. I know that I am still very depressed. I am going to have to ask the doctor for something again. I know I need therapy. I just cant beleave that what I read in my medical evaluation for ssi said the word Malingering? I did not know that this means pretening to be sick. I am not pretending to be sick. I really do have back pain and also leg pain. I also do have depression and a personality disorder it said. But that word malinger. It just shot through my soul as if nobody beleieves me that I am IN PAIN> there are days when I can barely walk. If I dont take my morphine I truly dont think that Id be able to function at a decent leval. I just cant understand why this is happening to me. I sware to God and I would do it on a Bible....I am not Pretending to be in PAIN> I really do have somesort of Pain in my lower back and also in my knees. I am not lier. I am telling the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I think that since that word appears in my record that is why I have not been able to get SSI??? 
God Help me please. Im sorry I have not been a very good friend to all my friends here on Daily strength. Im sorry.
God Help me please. Im sorry I have not been a very good friend to all my friends here on Daily strength. Im sorry.You might also like ...
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