Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 …
Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 year old married to my high school sweetheart and have two beautiful little girls. I …
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angelsfly 
5:14pm, August 5, 2009
June 3rd it finally stopped raining. Its summer time I should be out side planting flowers and haveing fun. Instead Im in gloom city. I again have gone into the PIT of dispear. I am having such a hard time trying to stop crying. I am what some might say WEEPING. I just cant seem to stop. I know I have depression that REOCCURS. Now I have this Borderline Personality disorder. On top of my back pain also. My Plate is so FULL. I think so often maybe I should just take morphine pills and just go to sleep permanetly. for what its worth. Nobody will miss me. I got no Husband or kids or Job. I basically could drop off the ends of the earth and nobody would really care. Nobody would miss me for long. I got disapproved for ssi again. Not severe enoguh they said. Well maybe one day I will just take enough of the little blue pills to Sleep forever. I dont know how much more abuse I can take in my life. I once was told I am a fighter. Well I know when Im licked. Honestly dont think that anyone here in cyberspace or in the real world will care. I even looked up online how to use my morphine to just stop breathing. Im hanging by a thin thread.
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