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angelsfly
Female, 46, CO
"Loosing my internet end of NOV. Im sorry I have been gone 2 long."
3:25pm Tuesday
Journal Entry for May 26, 2009 Mood
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
May 26th    Back in Dec 08 I applied again for SSI.    I went for Mental and Physical evaluations for this as required by them.     Now I got a Notice of Disapproved Claim.     I dont understand their rules for DISABILITY>  I know other adults who one who lives not far from me.     She is getting disability.    She runs and walks faster than I can.    She does not look sick at all.    She looks healthy and does not seem to be in any distress or pain of anykind.    Yet she gets SSI   and I get nothing.    On this letter it states that Despite my pain I am amble to walk sit stand and move my arms without significqnt loss of control or muscle weakness.   While my depression may cause me some concern I am able to think and reason and act on my own behalf.    I dont undeerstand what Disabiltiy means then????   Because I know other persons who are getting disability and they can walk and move their hands just fine.     I dont know what the hell I did to deserve all this.Cry    I went to the evaluations as required by them.   I have done all that was expected of me.     I guess Im just suppose to be in pain all the time.   I guess Im just not worthy of getting any kind of help.     I am so deeply profoundly depressed with the whole process.   
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  1. GTK

    I am very sorry that you were not approved for disability... basically I think your system sucks... but I know that doesn't help any. Is there someone who can explain the rules to you? Take care... xxx


    GTK

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