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angelsfly
Female, 46, CO
"Summer heat is on!!"
5:14pm, August 5, 2009
Journal Entry for May 6, 2009 Mood
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
May 6th.     I suppose to go for a physical exam for ssi on Saturday in Pueblo.  Its in the afternoon.   With some doctor i have never heard of before.   I had quite a bit of pain on Monday.   It was a bad day I spend part of the day actually lying on the bed because I was in plenty of nagging pain on my rightside of my lumbar region.   Basically my BUTT hurt plenty.   I dont know what triggers the pain I didnt even go to WalMart with my sister becaise I am trying to save $$$$ for the trip to Pueblo.    I truly dont understand how the Social Security system works??????    All I know is that my Lawyer called me down because I told him to appeal my case to the US district court and I got granted a chance for another SSI hearing with a DIFFERENT  JUDGE>   But it seems that lawyer said that I should be going to Mental Health place often for treatment.   I only receive a small amoutn from St AID TO NEEDY DISABLED>  and its not enough to pay for the gas bill and pay for my Narcotics and have enough for Mental health treatment.   They charge quite a bit for treatment and it would cost me like 60 Bucks a month to go to treatment.   Thats 60 bucks I dont have to spare.   So i already know that the decision that will come down at the new hearing will be   DENIAL  for me.CryThe date of the hearing with a different judge has not been set yet.   But I know that I am going to be denial because I just have a feeling lets call it that.  I am just not doing 2 good when it comes to this SSI stuff.   Sometimes I think I should just end it all.
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  1. trishbug

    Don't end all your work toward getting your SSD. I know at times it felt like I was never able to have enough for them to qualify. But God will be there for you. I will say a prayer for you. Sorry you are having so much pain. I hope it gets better soon! lots of gentle hugs. trish


    trishbug

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