March 9th. Monday Oh gosh. This morning I woke up put my feet on the floor. Stood up and Bam! It hit me like a tons of bricks. My whole backside (My Butt) exploded in pain. Not at a easy level but at a level of at least 8 which is pretty bad for me. I got up and took all my meds. finally around 200pm I felt a bit more human. But its still there but at a level of about a 3. Which is better than an 8. It hurt to get dressed and walk and just move this morning. It hurt just to put my slippers on. I was walking around like a wounded old dog. It hurt. My meds are not working at the same level as before. I laid down this morning for awhile. I had lots of numbness and burning pain going down my right leg. I finally made it to the computer today because I wanted to check up on friends here on line. So I decided to write about my episode of spasms and burning needles down my backside. Bascially my Butt. I just felt so bad. Finally it subsided after 2 pm. But I didnt really do all that much this past weekend. I didnt even do much lifting or walking. My parents went to a funeral today. I didnt go with because I felt so bad. It was a woman who was related to my cousin by marriage. She had a massive heartattack on Tuesday of last week. They were going to do openheart surgery on her. She was even coughing up blood. But she had another massive heartattack before the surgery was schuduled and died. She was 73. Wow that 2nd heartattack she had sounded really like a bad one. But now she is resting in heaven and so no more pain for her. We women dont usually survive 2nd heart attacks do we???? Bye for now all. Hope I dont feel like crap tomorrow morning. Im going to take it easy for the rest of the day.