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Journal Entry for January 29, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009 | A General Update story

January 29th  already?    Wow sometimes the time passes so fast.   Other times it moves so slow.     Went to Walmart to get my antidepresseant yesterday.    Wow that place sure gets busy.   Good thing they have benches for those of us who cant stand in line for the whole time.    My sister wants a big screen TV so badly.   Now with this High Definition thing comming.    I told her its her money and Im not going to tell her how to spend it.   You can see the "wanting big tv"  look in her eyes.   Up until now to me tv is all the same.   I have not really noticed a difference between high def and our regular tv.    Just looks alot brighter on those flat screens is all.    Now I guess that I will try to prepare for this Hearing on SSI.    Glad to hear that Obama sighed some bill that makes equal pay for women.   for years women have been underpaid.    Now its about time that it be far more equal.   He got his stimulas bill passed but without any help form the Republicans.    I just pray to the heavens that his plan will work and get people working again and stuff rolling again.    What do the republicans think that we should do nothing?   They are still in a slugish atitude since their man went back to Craford Texas ranch I guess.    I never lived through a depression before.  My mom was born in the depression years.   She said it was tough.    Its a slow process to recover from a depression I guess.    I read all the side effects that this celexa has.   I just started taking the generic version of this antidepressant.    It sure seems like each antidepressant now says to watch out for sucidal tendances in some persons.    I must admit that right after Christmas I felt bad.     It does cross my mind sometimes.   I mean nobody would really miss me.   I have no kids or grandkids so technically Im all alone.     I have some type of social aniexty thats for sure.     I just dont like being in crowds.    Even at Walmart I had a feeling like I should go sit in the car.   But I had to go pick up my prescription.   So I grit my teeth and try to handle the crowds.    Seems like Walmart is the very popular Hub of this town.   Seen a cousin of mine in the store.    I had spoken to her sister right before christmas.    So I knew that my cousin Tere had a new Man in her life.    He was with her in the store.   But did she bother to say Hello?   No.    I sware I feel like I have some type of curse on me or something.   People who I thought I knew......just walk on by like as if I am a stranger to them.    I waved....got no response in return.   Now take it this is my relative on my fathrs side.     Im so wondering what is wrong with me that I deserve to be treated like a leper from the dark ages?????I honestly dont know what I did or didnt do????    Right now it bothers me but I got more important things to deal with than a relative who snubs me.

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   I hope the celexa works for you. I took it for years and had no problems.
   Walmart here is crowded all the time. It is def. the hub for this area!!!!!! On a good day the crowds don't bother me, but if I am tired etc. it works my last nerve!!!!!! I don't like dodging people esp. in the grocery part.
   Hugs for a good weekend,
   Gabby

   
   

   gabbygal

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