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3:25pm Tuesday
January 25th. Its a sunday. I had lots of crap to do that I had been putting off doing. Plus my feet just hurt alot. I got lazy about comming on here to write a journal. So far I have not heard from the social security about my new application for ssi. I need to call my lawyer about my old application for ssi. He was going to see if he could take to US district court and see if I could get another hearing with a new and different judge. I will call him this week to see what he says. I went to try to get a new prescrioption for depression. Nurse practioner made me more depressed by telling me that I have tried all the drugs that are out there on the market for depression. Makes me feel like none of the drugs will help me no matter what I try. Celexia I think is the name of the one she wants me to try. I have to go to Walmart if I am to afford this one. I hate going out there. Its suppose to be our towns Walmart but its like 5 miles outside of town. Its quite a walk or at least a few minutes outside of town. I dont know if I will try this stuff. Nurse practioner her name is Kellie. She looked at me like I had 2 heads or something. I am depressed. I can feel it. Just when I get stressed out and lots of aniexty I get more depressed. I will have to ask for a ride. I should have learned how to drive. It was one of the biggest mistakes I have made in my life. I regret not learning to drive..........Im just a big fool and scared of everything that moves faster than I do. I will have to call the lawyer to see what is going on in my case. I bet any of you that he is going to tell me that I have been denied a chance for another hearing. If I could Id bet money on it. But right now money is a comodity I dont have much of it. Unless you count my penny rolls as a Hot comodity. This guy Obama wants as Sec. to the Treasury. I get really bad feelings about him. He is the one who has not paid all his own taxes. Nothing good can come from not paying your taxes! Obama needs to find a more honest man for this job. I wonder how long Obamas popularity will last???? If his popularity goes down then I can see another person winning the next election and make Obama move out of the White House. I sure hope that things improve on the economy. Things are so bad some economist are saying this recession could turn into a real depression. Then the rest of the country will be eating ramin noodles with the rest of us huh????? By the way I hate ramin noodles. I prefer plain old rice to those gross noodles. At least rice tastes much better to me. Hell Ive been in a depression for years. Id hate to see the whole country in a depression also.
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Know all about the noodle diet. Ever try omelet with raman noodles? And do you use Cal-rose rice (short grain white rice), it beats down Uncle Bens as that's all I used till I met Melinda. Use 1cup to one cup + 2tbs water....and a rice cooker helps if you have trouble with doneness
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