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December 2nd Not 2 good of a day. First off I called my lawyer about my SSI claim going to US District court. This is simply to ask for another hearing since at my last hearing they denied my claim. He told me that it could take 18 months to get another hearing?? 
I asked him if I could just start over and completely file a new claim again. He said sure that I could but that it could still take months to get another hearing schuduled for my new application for SSI. Now SSI is not the same as ssd. Its totally another kind of program. I have not worked my whole life into the system. I feel that this is the reason they refuse to give me ssi. I have not worked lots of quarters having put $$$ into the system. This plus my age which they keep saying that I am 2 young to be disabled. I have met persons on here younger than me and they are on disability. I called Socal secruity today left message for them to send me another application for SSI. Why am I so anxious? Well I maybe homeless this is why. My older sisters secret is that she wants my parents to live closer to her. Now my younger sister owns the house I live in now. Once my parents move out she said that I will have to go also. So this leaves me out on the street. I cant go live with my parents in a retired persons home now can I.
So basically you are reading a soon to be homeless womans journal. I have not friends or money or a job or a place to go live once this move of my parents is done deal. Im going to kill myself if I have to go live out on the street. I wont last even 3 days out in the cold by myself. I dont have anyone who will help me. Now comes another bad portion for me. I am getting constipated again from my morphine. I have been taking Metimucil everyday like clock work. It worked for 4 weeks. But now it has stopped working. So I feel really rotten. I dont know what the future holds for me. But if I am going to be homeless I rather be dead.
I asked him if I could just start over and completely file a new claim again. He said sure that I could but that it could still take months to get another hearing schuduled for my new application for SSI. Now SSI is not the same as ssd. Its totally another kind of program. I have not worked my whole life into the system. I feel that this is the reason they refuse to give me ssi. I have not worked lots of quarters having put $$$ into the system. This plus my age which they keep saying that I am 2 young to be disabled. I have met persons on here younger than me and they are on disability. I called Socal secruity today left message for them to send me another application for SSI. Why am I so anxious? Well I maybe homeless this is why. My older sisters secret is that she wants my parents to live closer to her. Now my younger sister owns the house I live in now. Once my parents move out she said that I will have to go also. So this leaves me out on the street. I cant go live with my parents in a retired persons home now can I. So basically you are reading a soon to be homeless womans journal. I have not friends or money or a job or a place to go live once this move of my parents is done deal. Im going to kill myself if I have to go live out on the street. I wont last even 3 days out in the cold by myself. I dont have anyone who will help me. Now comes another bad portion for me. I am getting constipated again from my morphine. I have been taking Metimucil everyday like clock work. It worked for 4 weeks. But now it has stopped working. So I feel really rotten. I dont know what the future holds for me. But if I am going to be homeless I rather be dead.
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O, now I see. What a rotten sister you have!!! There is help out there for you hun if you need it. There is always welfare but there are homes as well. You just have to find what your state or city has available. Get your lawyer to help if it comes down to it. Between him and your dr.'s you should be able to find assistance if you don't have a place to stay the state would surely have to provide something! Don't give up! I know it's easy for me to say but you just can't. It sounds like things are going to be really hard on you. Talk to your sister. Maybe she will give in and help you out for a short period of time. Surely! I'll keep you in my prayers. Love & hugs, ~dixie
Dixe4me
No wonder you are feeling so bad... it is hard enough to be disabled, but to also have no income and to be faced with perhaps having nowhere to live must have you feeling terribly insecure. I don't understand how your social security system works... but I do know it really sucks, because there are so many people on DS who are not well enough to work, and therefore should be helped by the government, but are left to struggle on their own. It is all so unfair... what are you supposed to do for all that time they make you wait for a hearing? It's just wrong in my opinion.
Sending gentle hugs and warm smiles for you,
take care... Gaye xxx
GTK
She doesn't really like you, does she? Why would she do this to you? You have to live somewhere. Can't she be a little flexible? Hope it doesn't come to that!
andrews
Dear Angel, have you ever thought of find the Baptist Church if there is around near you? This would be a great start for you. They will help you to find something for you. But, you need to tell them what happen to you and they will listen to you. Be honest to them tell how YOU feel.
Did you know God loves you very much. God has a purpose and plan for your future. Even though, you health issues God wants to uses you anyway, for you to help others. You will enjoy helping poeple. God sees you that you are special to Him because he LOVES YOU and HE create you. God knows you WHO YOU ARE AND YOU ARE GOD'S FAVOR. God don't want you to be sad. He wants YOU to be happy. GOD IS LOVE. You are not alone. GOD IS WATCHING OVER YOU. HE DOES know you pains.
GOD LOVES YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE RIGHT NOW.
Love, Luci
Germaine08
I WILL PRAY FOR YOU. LOVE LUCI
Germaine08
You're in my prayers, Mary. Hang in there. Things usually have a way of working out. Take care...xx
kangahop