Journal Entry for November 9, 2009
November 9, 2009 11:12pm
Goals/ to do list 11/9/09-11/15/09:
- Call maxie
- Call mom
- eat correctly
- ESPECIALLY NO binging (or purging, even if i binge)
- exercise …
rowyn
10:16pm, November 7, 2009
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About Me
rowyn
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About Me
I am no one; I've been given all the chances in the world and I'm still a failure
I am no one; I've been given all the chances in the world and I'm still a failure
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"I wish I wasn't always afraid, but- I am." Evey Hammond
"I wish I wasn't always afraid, but- I am." Evey Hammond
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Journal Entry for November 9, 2009
November 9, 2009 12:56am
I've figured out all my problems! "You are a lazy, self-indulgent little girl who is driving herself crazy" -Nurse Val (Girl, …
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I dont know if I can say "suicidal" but I do know he really wants to die:( unfortunately I dont know him that well, so its hard to say:/
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sorry:/ Im ok, Im just really worried about a friend:(
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I guess so:( hope you are ok...
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boo I really need you right now. And I'm worried about you. Please call me.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionHad it for a long time, probably due to my very low self-esteem
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Went for Self-Injury, was too young to utilize it but I use the imagery tapes to take my mind off negative thoughts
- Effexor Not Working
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- BUT it made me paranoid, no longer on it
- Meditation Considering
- usually fall alseep when i try!
- Music Working / Worked
- wonderful most of the time
- Pets Working / Worked
- my dogs always make me smile no matter how bad i feel
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- worked at first
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaWhen I was 11, I delt with anorexia but my eating disorder came back in late November 07, it has progressed to severe bulimia
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It helped with stress at meals
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- RDs at treatment have helped
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- makes me feel less crazy
- Lexapro Not Working
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- IOP helped somewhat
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Remuda Ranch Working / Worked
- AMAZING
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Self-Injury
*sigh* was in this group when I first joined DS in '06...had some slips, now a freshman in college and urges are way up. Started cutting at 11, but had some time where I was free (obviously)
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Red Marker Not Working
- Though red food color, is good
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open College Stress
Its SLOWLY getting better but its still really, really hard
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- long distance...
- Sleep Not Working
- too much of it!
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
Open Anxiety
social anxiety
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Breathwork Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Meditation Not Working
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Xanax Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Leave Not Working
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
