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arihanna
Female, 28, Erie, PA
"Blah..Blah..Blah...I miss you Ari"
27 minutes ago

Well, Ty is still here, Sunday 9/20 was when he turned 2 months 9 days old. I struggled thru Saturday and the morning on Sunday, 11:21 hit and I cried my eyes out that was the time Ari was prounced gone. On friday he had his 2 month check up @ 2 months 7 days old, Ty now weighs 12 lbs 6 oz, he is 24 1/2 inches long. He only got 2 of the 4 vaccines, we were a bit nervous about him getting them at all, Ari passed away 2 days after her 2 month vaccinations, the vaccines don't have anything to do with SIDS, but we couldn't help but to be nervous, so he will go every month to get 2 vaccines until he is 8 months old. He is going on Tuesday for therapy for his neck and they found that he has a heart murmur so we will be going to the Cardiologist on Friday. I am kind of freaking out about the murmur, Julianna & Bubba has heart murmurs, but they caught them right at birth, Ty's they thought they heard it when he was born but then they didn't at his 2 day check up, they heard it they didn't hear it at his 1 month appt, but they did at this last appointment, so I am a bit worried about him. We just love his so much!!  After that emotional roller coaster, I am now doing much better, looking forward to a long life with my baby boy, he is such a blessing and we are so gracious that Ari sent us the perfect baby brother!

 

Baby girl I thank you so much for watching over your baby brother, I know you hand selected him for us, and he is just the perfect little addition. He bring us so much joy and happiness.  I still miss you every minute of every day, I always think about what you would be doing if you were still here, my heart has an Ari shaped hole in it that will never be filled, I love and miss you so much baby girl.

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  1. JoleneL

    I am really shocked you gave him any shots at all after what you went through!! You are a lot braver than I!!! Justin is 15 months and is not and will not be vaccinated after the research I did.I am so glad little Ty is ok and he will be!! I remember feeling the panic when Justin reached the age Owen was when he passed-it terrified me for weeks-it was almost hard to enjoy having a little baby again but I still did.
    I am very happy God blessed your family with another perfect child!!


    JoleneL

  2. LaylaF

    I love ya honey! I was scared to get Evers shots too, but I know how important these vaccines are. We have to keep our lil ones well. She only got 2 this time as well. We are being cautious but our doc has reassured us about alot of things!


    LaylaF

  3. NickNicksmommykitkat

    Truly, to each is own in the vaccines....Rissa had one after birth....we are waiting and it has nothing to do with SIDS whatsoever....it has to do with my older son and the reactions he had.....she will be vaccinated, just older....there are diseases that can be fatal without vaccines....LOVE YOU!


    NickNicksmommykitkat

  4. nanny99

    Yes vaccines are a personal choice. Everything is scary when you live in this "new normal". I'm sorry you had such an emotional night. You are such a wonderful mommy. Kiss that sweet baby for me.


    nanny99

  5. brandylee82

    aww, HUGS!


    brandylee82

  6. Fantonme

    Oh honey - you just have to do what is good for you. Just think one more milestone down. Has to be a relief. Now your next one will be when he has his 1st bday. Things are just so much harder after the loss we have all had. Hang in there and know we are all there for you!


    Fantonme

  7. wandersjewell

    Hugs!


    wandersjewell

  8. Akisha

    BIG BIG HUGS Mama!! Anisah is getting her shots on Thursday im so worried about it! But Everything will work out!


    Akisha

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