arihanna's Journal

So I went to the docs today to discuss my lab results, I had blood work and a 24 hr urine last week. Well I pretty much failed my 24 hr urine, my protein levels were high and today by Blood Pressure decided to jump up too, they were going to send me to labor & delivery, I started to cry, and they said that if I promise to stay on modified bed rest I can go home....I am allowed to work because I sit at a desk all day, but when I'm at work my feet have to be elevated and when I'm not working I am in bed. This is going to be a bit difficult with a 9 year old a 6 year old and a 2 year old...oh and T still being under the weather...SO I'm not sure how I'm going to pull this off, but it's worth it for my little man. They said I am showing signs that I am headed towards becoming preeclamptic....and because I already had the urine test they have to keep monitoring my b.p. today it was 144/89. Lets hope by next week it's lower, I have to go to my nurse at work everyother day and have her check it. Right now I am disappointed in my body, why can't I have a normal healthy pregnancy??? PLease send a couple prayers our way, we sure do need them.  I am tired and kind of depressed...I hope I feel a little better tomorrow. *sigh*

Miss Ari, please keep mommy and Baby Ty safe, thanks you so much for watching over daddy, he is feeling much better. We love you so much little mamas, I hope uncle Dan is keeping you and the other angels laughing..hahaha He's so awesome isn't he? I love you so much and miss you like crazy! Love you always and forever, mommy