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arihanna 
3:32pm Wednesday
The mask I wear
You see this smiling happy face
But look closely at my eyes
You'll see they are still dead inside
It shouldn’t be a surprise
Yes I smile , I laugh, I joke
Sometimes join in, have some fun
Don’t you realize when I lost my child
A new existence has begun
I wander round the town with you
We sit, eat lunch, drink tea
Please look past this false smile I give
Look for the real me
I may look as if the old me's back
But don’t you realize it's an act?
I have to pretend that I'm ok
Me and my conscience made a pact
When I'm all alone at home
I sit and stare into space
I think constantly about my child
Just remembering her face
I've never felt so all alone
Even when lost in a crowd
I want to scream and shout and rave
Shout 'please notice me' out loud
So please don’t be fooled by the person you see
Look beyond the act I give
Speak to me about my child
Please help me again to live
(Author Unknown)
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I feel the same!
LaylaF
Aw, hon, that's me too!
Sienasmom
That's me too! {{HUGS}}
MRNmom
I feel the same :(
Fantonme
Wow, Honey this is so true!
CarysDaniel
wonderful....just perfectly describes my thoughts/feelings.....
Jakobsmommyalways
That is really all to true. Thanks for sharing.
MGRsmommy
love it!!
missenmason
Wow how true that is feeling the same way
AngelAidensMaMa
true true....
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