Journal Entry for April 22, 2008
Well today I had a very fustrating dat. I have been trying to lose weight. Through all the chemo and other meds they have had me on , I have gained …
I'm married I have two boys 4dogs I am a breast cancer surviver I thank GOD everyday (even on bad days) that I'm still here. It is so hard to deal with what I have going on, . I have not worked since all of this started so our money is get tight. One of my sons is ADHD, and both are struggling in some of their classes. As their mother Ifeel I'm to blame
I'm married I have two boys 4dogs I am a breast cancer surviver I thank GOD everyday (even on bad days) that I'm still here. It is so hard to deal with what I have going on, . I have not worked since all of this started so our money is get tight. One of my sons is ADHD, and both are struggling in some of their classes. As their mother Ifeel I'm to blame
camping 4wheelers reading cross stich and all kinds of arts and crafts
camping 4wheelers reading cross stich and all kinds of arts and crafts
Well today I had a very fustrating dat. I have been trying to lose weight. Through all the chemo and other meds they have had me on , I have gained …
I had a really hard day with loseing aunt Ann. I have to drive by her house to get to mine. I see her car in the driveway and, think hey Ann is …
Today we buried my husbands aunt. I'm really going to miss her , she was a big part of my recovery. She called me all the time to make sure I was …
I really don't know how to get over it. Breast cancer has completely changed my life.I was 36 when they told me I have breast cancer, I had …
I know what you mean about sharing..if someone hasn't been there...how can they say it will be okay or..."hang in there"...after my masectomy I actually rated my get well cards from one to ten...and the ones (best rating) were from people who had had breast cancer...I however was more fortunate than you in that I did not have to go through chemo or radiation...so when I am around other survivors, I feel like I do not have any idea how bad it could have been... But my hair dresser keeps trying to make me feel better by telling me that many of his clients do not grow back their hair entirely after chemo...(excuse me...but I didn't have chemo...but just am losing my hair...) When I decided to go bilateral and have both breasts removed (only had cancer in one) I felt strong and didn't think it would make me feel less a woman...I was very wrong. my husband, well meaning as he is, has never touched my fake boobies... and I wish I would have known more about the results at the time when I was preparing to have them "done"...I actually wrote a journal for the whole time of diagnosis to last time I was released by my doctors...I thought maybe the doctors would like to share the journal with other patients...but no takers. I would have really appreciated reading something like this...but oh well! If you want to share with me, I would love to share back with you...I find it sometimes helpful to poke fun at the silly things people try to say to make me feel better (oh...behind thier backs only...and never using their names!!) I wish you the best...
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wanted to give you a hug, and say if you need a pal, i'm here.
Iwas told i had breast cancer Dec 6 of 2006. Had both my breast removed went through chemo and radition. right before christmas 2007 I was hospitalized with blood clots in my lung