Today is my first good day for …
Today is my first good day for a while. I have been fired twice in a row. I just can't bounce back. Ok well it is …
I was in English today, and we were supposed to be writing some double journal entry thing about our sources for our Senior Theme (sounds ominous, doesn't it? Senior Theme). The Senior Theme is just a giant research paper, that has to be between 6 and 8 pages long. I had to do my Junior Theme last year, and it failed epically. Anyway, so we were doing the double journal entry, and instead of doing it, I doodled the lyrics to Everybody's Fool around the page. I feel I was very productive in class. Not.
So I've written three poems about purging. Can anyone tell what Rachel wants to do? But I CAN'T. NO. I am 7 months ED free, and 410 days purging free. I CANNOT.
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That is so awesome Rachel to be ED/purging free for that long! Congratulations :) I know you have the strength! Hugs.
= Xena
XenaM
you've be ed free for 7 months.. you can keep it up. dont let ed win!
DancerJ