enough is enough.
ok, had major wobble recently. had feeling of not being able to cope & wanting everyone & everything to just go away. …
laughing - shouting - smiling - surfing - kicking a round ball about - Bukowski - Hunter S Thompson - breaking guitar strings - john frusciante - teaching nephews songs sung on the kop - folks - sisters & extended family - broken spanish - fenders & loopstations & waa waa pedals - rum - attempting to keep bansai tree alive - drinking quantities of north wales, south wales & east coast sea water whilst duck diving -
laughing - shouting - smiling - surfing - kicking a round ball about - Bukowski - Hunter S Thompson -
ok, had major wobble recently. had feeling of not being able to cope & wanting everyone & everything to just go away. …
Struggled with ups&downs for over 10 years now. Managed to fight through things mostly - have good job, own home etc. Made some good & some bad decisions but that's life ! Things have taken a turn for the worse recently & now really owning up to idea of challenging my depression & seeking help/guidance to turn things round.
Screwed many a relationship up due to a) choosing wrongly b) not dealing with my own sh*t Must improve !
usually self confident but suffer bouts of doubt & panic which at times i can't control. suffer attacks & shaking which is quite annoying. learning how ot deal with them better & recognising triggers.