Journal Entry for April 16, 2008
April 16, 2008 3:02pm
i have a new low... an entire box of munchkins made it into my mouth andthen back out...my jaw is so sore :( dammit...i cant stop...i need to …
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msfhka24
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About Me
msfhka24
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About Me
Hey all, I am a 25 year old who seems to be a pattern in her life. Currently I have been thinking about retreating to my former life of a quasi-anorexic, but Im too hungry all the time to try! Currently, I am battling with wasting alot of food by chewing and spitting. My support is non existant. I have a boyfriend who is currently in school getting an advanced degree who just doesnt seem to get it. Another reason why I am thinking about not eating is to get some attention from him....I know it sounds terrible. Im looking for some support and help. I feel like I am always on edge and I have started chewing and spitting out my food more frequently. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, and I feel like I have no one to talk to. :-(
Hey all, I am a 25 year old who seems to be a pattern in her life. Currently I have been thinking about retreating to my former life of a quasi-anorexic, but Im too hungry all the time to try! Currently, I am battling with wasting alot of food by chewing and spitting. My support is non existant. I have a boyfriend who is currently in school getting an advanced degree who just doesnt seem to get it. Another reason why I am thinking about not eating is to get some attention from him....I know it sounds
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Nursing, going to the gym, watching 90210 (makes me happy!!), keeping busy, watching funny movies...
Nursing, going to the gym, watching 90210 (makes me happy!!), keeping busy, watching funny movies...
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Journal Entry for April 12, 2008
April 12, 2008 8:42am
finally saturday! this has been what i have been waiting for all week! so last night i slept alone and my boyfriend slept on the futon....he fell …
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Journal Entry for April 10, 2008
April 10, 2008 7:54pm
so it has been a long week and when i am bust at work i dont think about it, but as sooon as it hit the car all i can think about is what i can eat …
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Journal Entry for April 6, 2008
April 6, 2008 4:27pm
ok, so i just went to the grocery store and lost it! i ended up buying cookie dough and shoving it all in my face and spitted it out in a container i …
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Journal Entry for April 6, 2008
April 6, 2008 8:50am
good morning,
this morning I woke up and i had something to look foward to because I knew I enrolled in this last night. My boyfriend is awake …
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hey girl, thanks for the hug, im here if u ever need to talk about chsp... x
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have a peaceful day
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i also cs. it has been my primary form of ed for the past year and a half or so and has completely taken over in the past couple of months. i'm here if you want to talk about it.
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