badwolf75's Journal

Well, hello to all my friends, I know it has been a couple months since I have been online.  Sorry I have not been around, it has been very busy, hectic, and extremely stressful. I will give you all a brief rundown.

To start, My marriage has been on an up and down rollercoaster ride (blame it mostly on the bad economy). last week, my wife said that she wanted out but, has not used the "DIVORCE" word once, so thats kind of a good sign.  Things are slowly starting to turn back around and get better between us, so, we will just keep working on it. I am so so terrified of loosing my wife, she and our son are my whole world. In fact, I have never been so scared or worried in my life!  I chalk some of it up to the extra stress she has been under since getting laid off of her hourly paid job about 3 weeks ago, leaving her only as a commisioned realtor in a bad housing market. To top that off, exactly one week to the day of her getting laid off, I got laid off, so, that did'nt help anything either.

On the bright side, I just started a new and better job this past Monday! It is much better pay with full benifits, vacation, opportunity for growth and advancement,  retirement and all.  Finally an actual career, not just a "job"!  I am now installing fire and burglar alarms.

Our son is now 2 and a half and doing very good still, so that is awesome!

I hope you all are doing well and that your lives are going better and easier than mine right now.  I will try hard to get back online more often than I have been and will keep you all updated.  Have a great and wonderful day!