Back home again.
April 6, 2008 7:29am
Managed to get back home again yesturday. Hubby was nasty but at least he didn't kick me out, so I got to spend some time with the kids. He …
madams1969
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About Me
madams1969
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About Me
This is hard. I'm married with 3 kids. Marriage of 20 years is pretty much over now. I haven't been able to shake depression since I had my last child 3 years ago. I've been drinking too much as a result. My mum died in February and it's been harder than I thought. I'm now alienated from my husband and sister and have no friends to confide in, so I find myself here.
This is hard. I'm married with 3 kids. Marriage of 20 years is pretty much over now. I haven't been able to shake depression since I had my last child 3 years ago. I've been drinking too much as a result. My mum died in February and it's been harder than I thought. I'm now alienated from my husband and sister and have no friends to confide in, so I find myself here.
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I work part time which keeps me on the level and I'm a real bookworm, but other than that I'm pretty lonely.
I work part time which keeps me on the level and I'm a real bookworm, but other than that I'm pretty
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April 5, 2008 1:48am
My husband kicked me out again last night. I'd only had 1 bottle of wine but it was enough for him. When I poured the first glass he said he …
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Close Alcoholism
I drink too much?! I don't drink every day, only about 2/3 times a week, but when I do it's usually too much. My marriage is nearly over as a result. I started therapy recently, and my councillor thinks I'm in for the long haul!
Treatments
- AA Meetings Somewhat Helpful
- Couldn't find any women like me.
Close Depression
Post natal depression that never seemed to go away!
Treatments
- Prozac Working / Worked
- currently on 2 prozac a day.
Open Sexual Abuse
My father first abused me when I was 11. Puberty was too much for him. He was violent anyway and ruled by fear so I guess the physical abuse was a natural progression for him. I'm fat now, and sex is a difficult issue. I use sex to look for love, and never learn when it doesn't work.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I'm seeing a councillor. I cry a lot! I don't know if it will help me longterm.
