OMG!!!
February 25, 2009 11:39am
happy happy happy!!!!
so far so good! the voices are gone my friends are doing pretty good. im back with my girlfriend. & …
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unsureem0ishgirli 
10:50am, March 16, 2009
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About Me
unsureem0ishgirli
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About Me
my name is bridgette. But anyways i have depression and easily fall into love w/ out realizing it... sometimes the love is real and other times its not. I tend to hang on to every thought that i can.. I love to hang out w/ friends. I am bipolar also... I have the best times w/ friends if you wanna get to kno me more just ask. I hate life but eventually it will end. I am the person that will be sitting in the middle of the aisle in the history section of the library reading a children's book, i am random person, i look like cry when no ones watching all of the time. When i look or act like im happy i am really sad... i cant show my emotions. I am living away from home in an RTC which is a residential treatment center. I miss my family more than ever. My family is my #1 priority even though i've hurt them the most. I love love. I have told 3 people that arent family that i love them and i still do. One of them ignores me as much as he possibly can, one has borken my heart over and over again but i still come back to him because he means more to me than the world, the last one he says that i dont love him but i love him the most. This person and i made a pact that if either of us cut then the other gets to cut twice as much and we are going to kill ourselfs together. Love sux, emotion sux, life sux. I wish it would end... soon. Thanks for the support. I hope i help you too. Peace
my name is bridgette. But anyways i have depression and easily fall into love w/ out realizing it... sometimes the love is real and other times its not. I tend to hang on to every thought that i can.. I love to hang out w/ friends. I am bipolar also... I have the best times w/ friends if you wanna get to kno me more just ask. I hate life but eventually it will end. I am the person that will be sitting in the middle of the aisle in the history section of the library reading a children's book, i am
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Interests
hanging out w/ friends, surfing, running, talking, walking, writing poetry, listening to the rain, SAILING!!!!!!!!!!, listening to music, traveling (which i dont do much), & crying.
hanging out w/ friends, surfing, running, talking, walking, writing poetry, listening to the rain, SAILING!!!!!!!!!!,
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OMG!!!
February 25, 2009 11:39am
happy happy happy!!!!
so far so good! the voices are gone my friends are doing pretty good. im back with my girlfriend. & …
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thsi sux
February 11, 2009 11:13am
i cut
he cut
what's next? ='(
I have a new boy friend. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love …
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Hugbook
Chicken Soup
hey, sorry for any miss typed words.. I'm on my iPod, hm well for my check up hah, fthings are going really good for me, me and my girl just celebrated our 2 month aniversary onthe 15 and I got her a dozen pink roses. :] I know me and you didn't talk All the time, but I always though you were like amazingly cool, and the first time I saw your pic I thought you were stunning, and I'm glad we became friends, even though in the end we didn't talk. There's this one hug u left me, that's says "I miss u to! And I love you!" or something along those lines, and I'll always remember when I first got it it felt like someone actually cared about me, besides nick at that time haha. I just wish on the world you didn't do what I think you did..or else these monthly updates would be a waste..I just hole where ever you are you know I'm waiting for you to come back..and if you can't come back, I hope your happy where ever you ended up. I'll be back soon, peace and love, ~Lucy
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Superhero Status
hey, its me ^~^ i just got back from las vegas yesterday, hah i had a blast...i hope if your okay and if you come back ou dont think i'm a creeper for hugging you every month.. P: i miss you mi amour, i cant stop worrying about you, its rediculous because youd think after 4 months i'd give up, but never..untill i hear the fear ful words i think i will, or untill i hear from you, i'll never give up or stop wish you to be back, i'm doing real good by the way, me and my girl told people and they lived with it :] i miss you babe..again hah..i love you, i'll be back, peace
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Little Love
i hope your doing okay, where ever you are, alive or dead your in my heart, its been so long and i cant help but thing think the worse..i want you to know your in my heart. ugh its crazy right now, my girlfriend and i can't tell anyone we're dating and it sucks, we'd hurt loads of peopleif they found out. anyways, lifes good in genral, i love you. and i'll check in soon, peace
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Miss You
i have no idea what happend to you, but my update, hah, i have a new girlfriend, my ex cheated on me, and then broke up with me, but idk i'm really happy right now, and you better believe not a day goes by where i dont think about you. if your alive..i want you to know i miss you. and i love you..i'll check in again soon. peace&love
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Rainbow
hey, lifes good with me..but my girlfriend went ot summer camp for 3weeks..ha thats my update =P i really hopeyour summers going good...i Also really wish you'd log on...love ya hun. *hugs*
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Support Groups
Close Rape
10th birthday, my dad, worst day of my life... everything crumbled from there.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- its ok
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- My therapist was AMAZING
- Talking Working / Worked
- great way... w/ frends
Open Bisexuality
wellll.... i don't know
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
we aren't completely sure but i am most likely bipolar a lot of my family is
Treatments
Open Adoption
my aunt and uncle adopted me two years ago... they don't want to call it adopting they just say that they have gaurdianship but if you look at my other groups you will see why
Open Schizophrenia
not sure yet but we think so... or i do and my old therapist
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Bulimiawell i'm off and on bulimic... its not cool... i don't control it sometimes.
Open Self-Injury
i started when i was 11 and i have been going on and off. it was pretty bad a when i was just turning 13-14 it sux but its what i do. and i still do it. sometimes i black out other times i do it to feel it
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- i stopped after a while it wasn't helping
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- ummmm... i don't know if i'm going back
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- she just made me want to do it more
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- it worked for a while but then the rubber band would break
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- it didn't help at all
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talk to friends the times i black out.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my dad raped me and my parents and stepmom have told me that i am worth nothing in this world and stuff... i hated it
Treatments
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I may have ptsd due to my dad and my mom... yea... not a great childhood
Treatments
- Guided Imagery Somewhat Helpful
- i mostly do it myself.. i love it.
- Music Working / Worked
- anything... any type of music that i like helps from techno to classical and all the way back to rock.
- Talking Working / Worked
- friends!!!!
- Poetry Working / Worked
- i just write what ever is on my mind whether it is positive or negative its good to get the feelings out... i talk about them with my closest friend who helps me work through them.
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
welll... i was raped so that is all the more reason to not have sex. & im not ready. not until marriage.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
