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  • About Me

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    dezza

    Male, 39
    Herford, HRT, GBR
    Member since April 4, 2008

    • About Me

      I am a father of 4, I am recovering alcolic and my last drink was May-19-2008. Booze cost me a lot, it had made me lose jobs and nearly lose my family and my sanity. Things got better, but my recurrent depression has hit me again, and it makes be question what the fuck i will do with my life. As it will most likely cost me my job again.

      I am a father of 4, I am recovering alcolic and my last drink was May-19-2008. Booze cost me a lot, it had made me lose jobs and nearly lose my family and my sanity. Things got better, but my recurrent depression has hit me again, and it makes be question what the fuck i will do with my life. As it will most likely cost me my job again.

    • Interests

      Family, F1, Football, Cinema, Running, and Spirituality

      Family, F1, Football, Cinema, Running, and Spirituality

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  • Journal

    • Update

      Mood March 27, 2009 2:01pm

      Well As with all depression it breaks eventually, with a lotta work, some good councilling, I am getting there.

       

      Also changing life radically …

    • Lovely Poem to give encouragement.

      Mood May 19, 2008 5:32am

      Lovely Poem from Doug, makes sense, and keeping going even though your mind is working against you.

       

      When things go wrong as they sometimes …

    • How i am doing

      Mood April 10, 2008 4:56pm

      I am keeping trying, and am postively keeping going. People are helping me, and I am helping myself by getting off arse and keeping going. SMILE.
    • Fighting on

      Mood April 10, 2008 4:18pm

       

      April 10th, watched a program last night, about frankie howard. He described his decent in to depression over a 3 year period, where he could …

    • Handling my Depression

      Mood April 4, 2008 1:20pm

      April 04 today felt ropey, and I am trying to keep functioning in Work enviroment. So i worked from hom this week, and didn't acheive much. I am …

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      From misssmile May 1, 2008

      your welcome, x x x hows you today? x x x

    • Hug

      From misssmile April 30, 2008

      hi, i just thought i would send you a hug xxxx

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      From F1FAN April 24, 2008

      Hello mate, try seeing a counsellor, I reccommend them. Dont know if you've seen one before but if you havent its well worth it, if you have and it hasnt worked ask for a referal to another, a relationship needs to be struck up with patient/counsellor for these things to work, Lee.

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      From F1FAN April 23, 2008

      Hi ya, are you on meds for depression, I still take Floxuotine (think thats how you spell it). I know what u meen, some days I feel absoloutly shit & tearful & I dont know why, still think about drinking and being normal, but what is normal? I dont feel normal. As for your wife, good luck mate you need all the support you can get, in all areas of your life, perhaps send her on a girlie holiday, give her some space, not to long tho, lol. Take care mate, keep writting, Lee.

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      From F1FAN April 22, 2008

      Hello mate, no dont do meetings, how are you getting on, ok I hope, Lee.

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  • Goals

    Progress

    85 %

    Goal End Date is Apr 11, 08 598 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I have have recurring depression, has hit me bad 3 times in the last 5years. Everytime I try to come of the meds, i crash about 3 - 6 mths later. Learned the hard way to stay on the med! I think I am on my way out of the tunnel, god willing

      Treatments

      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      learned some trick with it, but not that impressed, but have to put the work in. Side effect makes me dizzy when I get up from lying down
      Desipramine Somewhat Helpful
      Moving of Peroxitine, to
      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      Combination of this and Mirazipan. Its stabalised me
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      Must admit, using this site to keep a journal and keep monitoring things is helping
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