Journal Entry for October 14, 2008
October 14, 2008 9:38am
I'm not allowed to die, I only live so I don't make the only 3 people in the world who care about me sad because they don't want to die …
shadowoftheday
7:18am, September 20, 2008
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About Me
I'm the pretty girl that you stare at on the tram and think how good I have it. Spend a day in my head and you will want to kill yourself.
I'm the pretty girl that you stare at on the tram and think how good I have it. Spend a day in my head and you will want to kill yourself.
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Journal Entry for September 20, 2008
September 20, 2008 7:23am
I'm in my own prison I can't get out my family are my inmates I have no choice except to be imprisioned with them. I wish so much to be …
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Journal Entry for September 10, 2008
September 10, 2008 11:15am
I miss you so much how can you just pretend I never existed?
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Journal Entry for September 8, 2008
September 8, 2008 10:55pm
My eyes are so sunkin in from crying. My skin is so pale. I need to exercise again to feel better though I'm much to tired. :(
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Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
September 7, 2008 10:17am
why is it that all the guys i date have fucked models o__o yeah it makes me feel like shit just want to hide :(
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Hey, you havent been on in a long time, I hope your ok, please message me so I know nothing has happened to you oxxoox Ryan
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i know its shit when u think your worthless, but there are the good days no matter how scarce they might be. Its always sumfin to hold onto x
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the yellow "okay" is better than the red, yes? hugs.
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nice to meet you...hope things are looking up....
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just getting stressed out big time, family in my face, being treated like crap by certain by people, just a lot drained, not a cutter but the rest is intriguing, but i gotta hold the strength
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI like to pretend I don't have it.
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- It made me feel great full of energy and motivation. Then I couldn't stop moving and felt emptier. Also it makes you fat so I stopped it.
- Celexa Not Working
- It didn't help at all it was like taking nothing.
- Edronax Somewhat Helpful
- It makes it easier to hide being depressed on the outside. If you have any questions about this drug feel free to contact me.
- Effexor Not Working
- Made my heart go extremely fast, my heart is already fast enough because of extreme low blood pressure. It had awful withdrawal symptoms.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I often forget to keep it up.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Its like taking candy. Takes the edge off things.
Close Personality Disorders
shadowoftheday hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
shadowoftheday hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
shadowoftheday hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
shadowoftheday hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Eating Disorders
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