Journal Entry for November 19, 2008
Well..It's getting to be the hardest time of the year...the holidays...for all my problems..it touches base on them all..... me missing my …
I am a 41 year old female who has cardiomyopathy, also going through a divorce after being together with my husband for 18 years - he left me for a married woman, also dealing with not having my mom around who was my best friend...she passed 6 yrs ago...i'm looking for support and friends.
I am a 41 year old female who has cardiomyopathy, also going through a divorce after being together with my husband for 18 years - he left me for a married woman, also dealing with not having my mom around who was my best friend...she passed 6 yrs ago...i'm looking for support and friends.
any kind of crafting..computer gaming, being outside
any kind of crafting..computer gaming, being outside
Well..It's getting to be the hardest time of the year...the holidays...for all my problems..it touches base on them all..... me missing my …
THANK goodness for this board, just to be able to talk to other's going thru the same thing helps so much! People on here have been absolutely …
well..it's been over 4 months since I laid eyes on my husband...he is choosing the route of ignoring me and carrying on in his life like nothing …
It's weird, I have my good days and my bad days...somedays I want him back so bad, and other's I don't...I'm so confused. I ask …
well..it's been awhile since i've been on here..but I know when I do talk to other people, or just let out my feelings it feels good..so …
Long Time away - hope all is well (or better).
The holidays are supposed to be happy, and its too bad that the ones that hurt us drag them down. This Christmas is going to be really painful for me. Good luck on everything and take care.
Thinking of you during the holiday season and always.
Yes its up and down all the time. Trick or treating last night with my kids and my wife was fun and also stressful, because its hard being around her because I have lots of anger towards her for what she's putting me through. But I know I made my kids smile, and that is what is most important to me. I dressed up as a pimp for halloween, lol.
Thank you for the words of encouragement. I'm going through so many emotions, but i am hoping better days are ahead of me.
I was diagnosed with cardiomyopathy a year ago. I've brought my e/f up from 20% to 40%, but now dr wants to do a cath on me to check out a section of my heart. i'm scared to death and looking for support. Made it thru the cath with no problems - also was taken off the lasix
My husband of almost 10 years (been together 18 years) has fallen in love with an ex friend of mine he left a month ago and the thing is, she's married and not leaving her marriage, so he basically wants to exist sitting alone in an apartment waiting for her to visit him..I can't get him to see that he's making horrible decisions in life it's like he is brainwashed I'm so frustrated and upset don't know what to do. He wanted to continue our marriage, but have her on the side..Is he crazy!!!
My husband left me 3 mths ago for a married woman - just told me yesterday that there is no chance for us - he would rather be with her - he loves her more than me - etc...I cry every night and just can't seem to cope and let go of my feelings - he is so non emotional with me it's unreal - she has turned him into this monster - and it's killing me
My boyfriend of 1 year was just diagnosed as being bi-polar and I really need support to find out how to deal with the mood swings, I always seem to say the wrong thing.