I HATE BEING BIPOLAR
April 27, 2008 3:40pm
Let me just say that if you get offended easily this probably isn't a journal you should read.
Today I just ned to cut loose and let some things …
JenCrySmiles
12:53pm, October 20, 2009
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About Me
JenCrySmiles
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About Me
This is probably the most honest I'll be anywhere in this about me section. Here's the ugly truth. I'm a mess. I show a pretty smile and look like the sweet girl next door. I have so many issues. I'm bipolar. I have arthritis. I have a really messed up relationship with my Mom that I continually try to fix, but she doesn't really give a crap about. I'm usually very positive, but right now I just can't do it. I would consider myself a very good friend. I'm there until the end with my friends. Hard to find ones that will do the same for me though. I had a lot of hopes and dreams, but I feel like they've been crushed and now I'm just trying to pick up the pieces and figure out what I do now.
This is probably the most honest I'll be anywhere in this about me section. Here's the ugly truth. I'm a mess. I show a pretty smile and look like the sweet girl next door. I have so many issues. I'm bipolar. I have arthritis. I have a really messed up relationship with my Mom that I continually try to fix, but she doesn't really give a crap about. I'm usually very positive, but right now I just can't do it. I would consider myself a very good friend. I'm there until the end with my friends. Hard
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Interests
photography, reading, writing, going for walks, losing weight, mountain climbing, learning to sew, learning to crochet, making new friends, facing fears, finding my father, becoming more self confidant, becoming more self sufficient, finding my center.
photography, reading, writing, going for walks, losing weight, mountain climbing, learning to sew, learning
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NEW GROUP: FEED ME
April 24, 2008 11:30am
TODAY I STARTED A NEW GROUP CALLED FEED ME.
I'M SO EXCITED. I HOPE THAT PEOPLE WILL CHECK IT
OUT AND JOIN. I THINK IT'S GOING TO BE …
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Hittin a rough patch right now
April 21, 2008 7:01pm
I don't know what is wrong with me. I've been home from the hospital for a week now and I'm just not me. I'm having mood swings more …
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i WASNT ON BCUZ...
April 14, 2008 9:06pm
HEY GUYS,
I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE TO SEND HUGS & CHECK UP ON YOU ALL. I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL SATURDAY AFTERNOON THINKING I JUST …
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Step by Step
April 11, 2008 8:50pm
Last night I started reading my "Inner Bonding" e-book and I also started reading "Toxic Parents". I'm learning a lot about …
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Thank you for joining us in A Leaders Forum www.dailystrength.org/groups/leade... Sometimes we can do together what we can't do alone.
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You might want to talk to your doctor. There are many good antidepressants out there and no reason for you to continue to be unhappy. Hugs!
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Im new to this group, my story is a long one, so Im trying to muster up the energy to tell it again! Sometimes I think if there are the same people in different groups, they get tired of hearing it! I am looking forward to becoming friends and helping each other to heal. Maybe one day we can chat :-)
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I was wondering what u were taking for depression and does it help?
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Thank you for the hug - I'm taking things one day at a time and it's getting easier.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've suffered with depression for as far back as I can remember
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- It depends on how depressed I am. Sometimes it's too strong to fight with positive thoughts.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They want to help but don't understand what I'm feeling and going through
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes it helps and sometimes it makes it worse
