Shellfish
June 8, 2008 9:56pm
I'm so selfish, aren't I? My last entry proves it enough.
I deserve punishment, nobody has any grounds for stopping me. I deserve …
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FaithGL
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About Me
FaithGL
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About Me
Great Parents, together, never fight, very loving. Older brother who has always been distant. Younger brother who is very close to me but is also depressed (and cutting, I think) and we argue a lot. I have a few loose friends and an excellent boyfriend. I recently started work in a bookstore. I love my 9 pets, 3 of which are personal.
Great Parents, together, never fight, very loving. Older brother who has always been distant. Younger brother who is very close to me but is also depressed (and cutting, I think) and we argue a lot. I have a few loose friends and an excellent boyfriend. I recently started work in a bookstore. I love my 9 pets, 3 of which are personal.
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Interests
Writing and drawing (but not as much as I did in Middle School, the epicenter of depression and schizophrenia) Colorguard
Writing and drawing (but not as much as I did in Middle School, the epicenter of depression and schizophrenia)
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creeped out
June 5, 2008 6:00pm
My friends are just about broken up and now the guy(Neal) keeps wanting me to hang out with him. I'm scared. His (soon to be ex) girlfriend is my …
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ow
June 3, 2008 8:25pm
I went deeper then planned and I can't stop the bleeding
(I want to do it again)
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I'll go away...
June 3, 2008 8:15pm
I give up
I want to be alone for a while
I want to die
I want to sob my eyes out in peace
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Sorry, ok, whatever
June 2, 2008 11:29pm
I'm so tired. Lost my job, just found out my big brother might have the big "C," my best friends are having relationship problems, …
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Support Groups
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
I've been lucky to have dated two christian guys who believe in no sex before marriage, but I'm afriad that my current likes to touch a little too much.
Open Hearing Loss & Deafness
I've had a cookie-bite hearing loss since birth (thanks mom!), needing an aide since 3d grade. It upsets me when kids my age take their hearing for granted with loud music.
Treatments
- Hearing Aids Somewhat Helpful
- I always forget to wear them and inherited bad ear wax from my dad.
- Lip Reading Working / Worked
- Subconsious, but I notice it when people turn away from me or cover theit mouth
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My ex was a great guy-- when he wasn't angry. Only hit two or three times with minor or no lasting effects. Arguments gave me massive self-esteem issues.
Treatments
Open Schizophrenia
Started in Middle School-- I thought I was from another world and adopted in a gov't conspiracy. Got a lot better, but I still have random attacks with just voices and few visuals.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- If I get an attack while driving I can turn the radio up to drown it out until I get home.
Open Self-Injury
I want it. I need it. It's beautiful.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Venting on a blog and crying it out takes away any energy to try to cut
Open Sexual Abuse
in 1994, at the age of four, my neighbor (female) trapped me in the back of our barn... fears of being alone with another person, overweight "hillbilly' women with glasses, and being unable to escape
Open Hyperhidrosis
So tired of not being able to own nice shirts- they all get sweat stains. And I'm tired of people getting grossed out by my hands.
Open Bisexuality
I want to be a "Good Christian," but I can't get over my 6-year-long girl crush.
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