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jacee1967 
well i am feeling a little sad today. i go see my neru next week,i am ready!!!! i havent seen him in 4 months... thats too long!! specially being with a new neru and on a new treatment. I am looking forward to talking to him about botox. I have talked to a few peeps about it and they have had wonderful results!!
life has been pretty good, hanging with friends, work is ok.. home is good. but i am for some reason still feeling poopey!! and I hate this feeling!! i need to feel good and stay feeling good!! not just for a day or two... its like living on a roller coaster... the freaking UP and DOWNS take such a massive toll on me!!!. i love my job and all but, i am literaly forcing myself to go lately. Rob had me call out yesterday so we could spend the day together. It was awesome. (although i had a headache alllllllllllllllll day) we had a great time together!! we hadnt done that in a while. we both needed it!!
i just wish i didnt feel so down... the migraines seem to be a bit under control.. my dailies suck ass.. but why am i letting these dailies dictate me???? grrrrrrrrrr :)
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Dear jacee,
Hope you have seen the new neuro by now (I'm catching up 2-3 weeks of backlog, whilst I worked on the tech. problems - had to do it myself as things turned out - I found the constant migraines for over 2 months really exhausted me - and affected my memory for a few weeks, & only now I am getting things back into perpective. Odd, I'd never noticed that the rotten things always start at the place where I landed on my head after falling down stairs in a factory when I was 18 (I got petit mal epilepsy out of it, but that was undiagnosed at the time - they just did an X-ray, & said I had concussion. These thing come back to haunt us. Glad you & hubby had day together - sounds really good. Give yourelf time: the body has remarkable healing powers, but we need to crawl away & hide from the world, like wounded animals, for some time, to give the immune system time to heal. Or in the case of migfraines, time for our brains to get sorted out again. Take care, & hope to hear that the news is good (from the neuro - the botox injections are a new one on me - have never heard of their use for this complaint. But I'd try, if there was nothing working. Fond regards, JaneD.
JaneD