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kjl1951 
1:16pm, September 5, 2009
How much disappointment can a body bear?
Is there a limit?
Is there a point when you no longer even care?
How many tears fall, till they will stop?
Are they unendimg? What to do if they quit?
How to go on when hope is gone?
How to face a new day?
What's the point?
When do you feel the heart quit breaking?
What does it mean if you feel no pain?
Does it even matter?
Why go on?
Why stay?
Why is, or even, is there a path?
Is this the lesson I was put hear to learn?
Can I even learn it?
Does anyone even bother?
I wonder if there is even an answer?
If I dare to even seek it?
Will it even be there?
Is there no end to the pain?
Is pain the reason we live>
Or is it why, as I suspect, the reason why we die?
How bad can death be?
Aren't you already in hell?
Isn't this what hell is really like?
Is there no pity?
Is there no mercy?
Would I even deserve it?
Is this my own fault?
Did I bring this on myself?
Am I to blame?
Is there a soul left?
Where has my heart gone?
Am I even alive?
How do I explain it?
Is pain here for its own sake?
Is the ache here to let you know you are alive?
Do I seem to no longer care?
Why would i even allow myself to dare?
Will there be hope ,a reason to bare?
Can I keep going?
Can I find the strength?
Can I discover the support?
Is peace of mind to much to ask?
Is quiet a request so unreasonable?
Is asking for my life to be my own wrong?
Why so much worry?
Why so much grief?
Why so much sorrow?
How can there be such sadness?
How can you/I stand the stress?
How can there be the bright dream of tomorrow?
Who is to blame?
Who is there to comfort?
Who will do something?
Where do you/I turn?
Do we turn?
Will it ever work out?
Could? would? should? who? what? where? when? why? will? won't? has? hasn't? how? no? not? or? is? isn't? if? a? in? out? it? be? been? so? i? me? we? you? your? he? she? him? her? they? them? because? do? did? don't? may? can? can't? am? are? aren't? there? never? ever? dare? shall? shan't? grant? plead? ask? beseech? until? request? question? wonder? seek? hope? no? not? none? never? yes? maybe? dream? had? have? till? haven't? only? sorry? regrets? fear? worry? apologies? give? grant? less? more? change? pray? nay? yea? prayed? let? give? yet? please? Please????????? PLEASE???????????????????????????????
Is there a point when you no longer even care?
How many tears fall, till they will stop?
Are they unendimg? What to do if they quit?
How to go on when hope is gone?
How to face a new day?
What's the point?
When do you feel the heart quit breaking?
What does it mean if you feel no pain?
Does it even matter?
Why go on?
Why stay?
Why is, or even, is there a path?
Is this the lesson I was put hear to learn?
Can I even learn it?
Does anyone even bother?
I wonder if there is even an answer?
If I dare to even seek it?
Will it even be there?
Is there no end to the pain?
Is pain the reason we live>
Or is it why, as I suspect, the reason why we die?
How bad can death be?
Aren't you already in hell?
Isn't this what hell is really like?
Is there no pity?
Is there no mercy?
Would I even deserve it?
Is this my own fault?
Did I bring this on myself?
Am I to blame?
Is there a soul left?
Where has my heart gone?
Am I even alive?
How do I explain it?
Is pain here for its own sake?
Is the ache here to let you know you are alive?
Do I seem to no longer care?
Why would i even allow myself to dare?
Will there be hope ,a reason to bare?
Can I keep going?
Can I find the strength?
Can I discover the support?
Is peace of mind to much to ask?
Is quiet a request so unreasonable?
Is asking for my life to be my own wrong?
Why so much worry?
Why so much grief?
Why so much sorrow?
How can there be such sadness?
How can you/I stand the stress?
How can there be the bright dream of tomorrow?
Who is to blame?
Who is there to comfort?
Who will do something?
Where do you/I turn?
Do we turn?
Will it ever work out?
Could? would? should? who? what? where? when? why? will? won't? has? hasn't? how? no? not? or? is? isn't? if? a? in? out? it? be? been? so? i? me? we? you? your? he? she? him? her? they? them? because? do? did? don't? may? can? can't? am? are? aren't? there? never? ever? dare? shall? shan't? grant? plead? ask? beseech? until? request? question? wonder? seek? hope? no? not? none? never? yes? maybe? dream? had? have? till? haven't? only? sorry? regrets? fear? worry? apologies? give? grant? less? more? change? pray? nay? yea? prayed? let? give? yet? please? Please????????? PLEASE???????????????????????????????
~~~~~~~ASKING????? ~~~~~~
Why are the scales unleveled?
Are there always more questions then answers?
Is there even ever any answers?
I have wondered why I am so weary?
I plead , please may I rest?
Please may I have solitude?
The scales I fear will never level, will they?
This world I fear, will it ever give peace/
There will I find mercy?
Sorry, Don Quixote have I failed?
Can I find my way?
Do you hear me?
in my time of despair & depression I can not even ask you to forgive me. there has been too much to deal with here, too much pressure, pain & worry. i am too weak to handle things right now. at the moment my depression is too strong. I lash out at the wrong people . even though i may not deserve it i ask you to send your prayers, good thoughts & best wishes my way.
just me, kathy, kjl 1951 with my thanks , caring, love, all my heart & soul. you are much too kind & more then i could dare to hope for.
Are there always more questions then answers?
Is there even ever any answers?
I have wondered why I am so weary?
I plead , please may I rest?
Please may I have solitude?
The scales I fear will never level, will they?
This world I fear, will it ever give peace/
There will I find mercy?
Sorry, Don Quixote have I failed?
Can I find my way?
Do you hear me?
in my time of despair & depression I can not even ask you to forgive me. there has been too much to deal with here, too much pressure, pain & worry. i am too weak to handle things right now. at the moment my depression is too strong. I lash out at the wrong people . even though i may not deserve it i ask you to send your prayers, good thoughts & best wishes my way.
just me, kathy, kjl 1951 with my thanks , caring, love, all my heart & soul. you are much too kind & more then i could dare to hope for.
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God Bless
chipchip
Kathy you got my prayers and I KNOW they are much stronger than depression. You ask many questions - so did I once but I found the answers within myself that satisfied me - no one else cared but I did. I will work out if you take the time for you.
KCJ
thank u kathy I save this in to a word document...((((HUGZ))))
doghunter59