ajv357's Journal

Had a couple rough days since last time I wrote, bt today has been really great. This is my last week of summer classes and both my final exams are this Friday (hopefully they go well). Hard to find timeto get prepared for them though considering I work everyday this week and I have to write 2 papers by Friday and then I'm supposed to be going to class everyday.

I resisted going out to get food to binge though so I feel super happy about that. I feel clean.

And this good day is in the midst of a aweful and embarassing happening concerning ED, which I'm planning on writing bout soon. I think it will be a good idea to write it down and sort my thoughts out that way and level out my emotions, since writing has usually helped with things like this.

Anyways, back to school work!

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Just got back from work, and I feel terriffic! I have eaten well today and resisted the urge to b/p. Driving home from work I actuallydid an excercise: turned off the radio and talked to myself (sorry, I know it sounds creepy lol) aboutmy happiness and honesty until I got to my apartment building. It reallllly helped as I didn't even think about the grocery store I pass on the way, to which I've been going nearly every night for binge foods. I was totally emersed in my speech! 

Well, that's all folks!