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ajv357 
11:08pm, August 5, 2009
I just got off the phone with my mom and it went pretty well, though I was crying the whole time and was trying not to sound hysterical. I just love her so incredibly much right now, she is such a wonderful woman. So basically, she said that no matter if our insurance covered it or not, she wants me to get healthy and she is scared something could have happened to me, but we did talk for quite a while. Also, my dad and brother are going to have to find out. MY close girlfriend will have to know b/c I won't be there hardly for summer, and I just would like her to know what's going on.
I'm concerned about what Adam's reaction will be, I can't predict it and that worries me. Maybe he will see me as being weak?
Tomorrow I have to call those 2 places and ask about what insurance they accept and about how many days and when.
This is my plan (hopefully):
I have school until May 9th, my brother's wedding is May 15th, and I am planning on taking summer courses from June 20th - Aug 6th. So, I would have about a 30 day gap between the wedding and classes to go to treatment.
To all my lovely friends on here: Thankyou so much for recent support! I'm sorry I haven't been spending hardly any time returning support, I'm struggling to find the energy for even that. So know that I'm supporting you in spirit and that I do care about all of you <3
Comments
Im so glad that you are going to go into treatment, you deserve to be well and free of this!
I knew your mum would be supportive, she loves you
DancerJ
:) i'm happy for you having a chance with treatment and a better healthier life!
Soph827
no sorries! just please please take care of YOU!!!!! i am so proud of you! as for adam,i feel pretty sure he will see it as strong to ask for help... weak would be giving in to the ed.. but if he doesn't see it that way, you don't need him on your team anyway! take care ofyou dear. you can do this. i believe in you!
ginnybeth